I have been wondering..
Why izzit that everywhere i go.. People cant stop laughing at me..
Rahs. Its not that i reli mind la but i cant seem to understand why..
I swear i did nothing but just act normally they will just look at me and say i make them feel like laughing..
They say I am funny..
And yet they can say they dono y they laugh..

Now i think i am a bit paranoid now..
haha.. when ppl laugh i will ask them y and will insist they are laughing at me..
heys.. its not my fault.. reli..
blame it on the wierd ppl ard me who cant give me a satisfactory reason as to y they laugh at me!

And the billions of ppl who teased me..
rahs! Last time in sec sch I have tons of wierd nicknames..
Now.. I have more in JJ..
Different ones to add to my collection somemore!

Now.. I don talk to my classmates..
I shout back at them..
haha.. Not that i hate them or dont like them la..
But i realised i cant outtalk them so i use my loud voice to scare them off la!
but obviously it doesnt help!
So sth when i am arguing with them.. I ended up laughing with them at myself..
I surrender.. reli..

The Amazing Race Asia by AXN - Asian Edition of TAR (TAR 10 premieres on Sept 2006) says:luckily u have me to laugh at u to make u happy
JiNn,..,.,.. says:er..
JiNn,..,.,.. says:don need..
JiNn,..,.,.. says:thousands of ppl laugh at me everyday..

I dont reli enjoy being teased la.. But i dont mind la..
sometimes quite farnie also la.. But i do get irritated sometimes..
I dont bother to hide my irritation but it seems that ppl dont bother about this irritation of mine either..

I tried to run away and they chased!
and from behind i can hear clearly the nickname plus their horrible laughter!
Chidish right.. Thats the J1s from eclub..
er.. actually two guys onli la..
they gave me a horrible nick which i dont acknowledge!
and i will kick and piak them when they dont stop calling//


My classmates worse!
The whole class gang up against me! BOOHOO..
Even when i turned back and diao them..
They just continue laughing..
My eyes cant glue their mouth together anyway..
and now..
My evil tutorS laugh with them!
ahhhhhhhhhhhhh...

Will I explode one day?

oh yes..
one important thing..
I rather u laugh at me in front of me..
Otherwise i define it as fake..
but some ppl think that laughing at someone in front of him is bad..
and they actually feel guilty for laughing out loud..
I dono la but i think laughing behind the back is worse..

OOps..
My mum did it again..
This time she did it to my report slip!
I din know wad to do with the remains of it after being twisted turned and flooded by water in the washing machine...
oh wells..
I din wanted to look at it in the first place

Parent teachers..

Oh.. Today is parent meeting session..
It is for miss yew to let my parents know how badly i have done so far this year la..

My results sucks la..
And i told my mum before hand..
My mum din expect it to be so bad la..
so when miss yew showed her and my sis e results slip..
both if them burst out laughing..
those 2 horrible people..

this isnt the first time la..
last time in secondary sch..
i rmbed i scored like 4 marks for my phy test..
and it needed a signature...
She looked at it and laughed reli loudly!
I happened to be on the phone with yew chye that time la..
so pai seh.. And he was so shocked..
he told a lot of ppl in class and laughed for weeks!

yes.. My family i wierd.. That y I am me.. haha..

oh.. And miss yew suggested a lot of bian tai ways to improve my studies..
She wanted me to move my com away..
den say try tys at least 3 times!
gosh.. I dont know if i will ever try once la!

hahah..
den had to aim for prelim and As results..
but i find it bo liao and ahyhow fill in to fu yan her lo..

Ghost festival..

heyhey..
Its gonna be the seventh month on the lunar calendar again..
and this year theres going to be 2 seventh months!

It goes like this:
every 3 years.. Theres going to be a repetition of each month except first and second month...
So it takes ard 30years to have 2 seven months lo..

not that it will affect us a lot la..
My mum will nag and say a lot of things we cant do..
But in the end.. When did we ever listen to her?

And that time...
My classmate was showing us her amulets..
And there were actually 7!
haha.. I shldnt be so shocked la..
last year.. during national day celebrations..
me and my another classmates keep using this stick to hit her lightly on her back..
den she quickly moved away and took out her amulet!~
haha.. i was umchioing like mad that time la!

oh.. and i realised that if there no 2 first months.,.. We cant have 2 chinese new year in a year!
Yes.. This affected my mood a lot!

Imagine receiving ang baos like mad 2 times and laughing all the way to the bank..
Imagine indulging in all the glorious food we wun get to eat in normal occasions..
kz.. I am onli dreaming..

Very long din blog le..
Now i dono where to start from..
and i supposed to have a test tml!
haha.. don care don care...
Shoo.. -please make the tests go away..!!

I have been staying in sch until quite late this few days to study..
Its torturous yea.. But i have no other options la..
I onli go home and sleep onli..
And it is quite suprising that although i always stay in sch til so late..
So many things happened la..

Two days ago..
On my way home.. I saw this guy ard 40+ flying a mini remote aeroplane!
The first tot that came to my mind ''Wa biang.. so childish!''
And i was staring so hard at him lo..
EH NO!
it must be quite fun hor..
imagine a aeroplane undr ur control!
Age cannot be a restriction for anything..
Who says the heart cant be innocent anymore when ur old..
I wan fly a plane too!

oh.. I did a real stupid thing ytd..
I wanted to msg lingling happy bdae ytd..
but i dono y i stored a wrong no under her name!
and i msged a wrong guy i din know..
haha.. He replied saying its not hes bdae..
And i am happily thinking to myself lingling is playing a trick on me..
I wan to dig a hole and put my head in la..

and something horrible almost happened!
luckily it din..
I was arguing with jiajia i don wan to chase for the bus and she start to cross teh road..
den a car came and it was soooooooooooooooooo close to her..
Onli a few cm difference~!
i was totally dumbfounded.. we mistook the green light for the green men..
i was still standing at the road and could not even react..
SHOCKED... HENG..

oh ya..
we have been looking forward to the bells ringing below our block recently..
the ICECREAM man..
haha..
I lurve icecream..
today.. We heard the bells!
and my mum bought 13 icecream..
haha.. and the uncle gives one free..
think we are so kuazhang la..
icecream are good for such good weather..

Lessons quite slack today la..
During maths lecture...
all the Fs students were fished out for a talk at LT3..
It seemed more like a big reunion or gathering la..
Maybe class gathering the turnout rate also wun be so big lo..
haha.. Our class got 19 people that got F la!
LT3 was packed like sardines leh..
There were even sardines outside the LT waiting to find a place to swim in..
there wuld be extra lessons on mon from 4 to 6 to help kill off the Fs..
I better start pulling up my socks this very moment..

During econs we had a mini debate..
I was one of the judges but i did nth much..
Just sat and rot and note down some points..
In the end, it was a draw btw both teams..

oh..
Yoga lesson hilarious today..
We keep laughing at somebody i culdnt stand straight!
I keep toppling over cus i was laughing too hard..
The action was super duper funny..

alrights..
No more gossips in my blog..
Until after I have decided to change my password..
Or shld I just forget about the password thingy?
still thinking..
hmm..

Bye Bye World Cup

1St Impression!

I was packing some stuffs a few days ago..
And i spotted this my first impression of jinling..
It was some sort of game played on our first civics lesson..
We stick a piece of paper on our back and walk ard to let our classmates write their comments..
I read thru the comments..
The paper was filled with only ''quiet'', ''slacker'' and ''smart''..
That is if you considered ''very quiet'' is not any different la//..
If they were to comment again.. I wuld not be shocked to see totally different comments..
Heys.. If I dont talk for 10s now.. People will say sth is not right with me..
I dont know why but I always give strangers the impression that I am very sian and I dont talk much..
I am very unnatural when theres strangers ard la!
I take a lot of time to get used to new environment and show my demonic side..
hmm..
I also cant explain this..
But maybe this is due to the fact that we are always on guard when dealing with strangers and make sure we do not say or do anything offensive... We put on our helmet, carry out armour and everything.. As there is a need to protect ourselves, we do not expose ourselves at all.. We wrapped up all parts of our body as much as possible.. This is preventing us from getting hurt by foes..
We also make sure we are neat and presentable and so on..
But we dont reli need to do that in front of friends.. In front of true friends, we are not afraid to stand ''naked.'' We bared out our hearts and do all embarrassing things in front of them..

At this point.. We do not need to care about our appearance in front of them at all..
As long as we faces every friend with a sincere heart..

depressed..

I realised that recent shows are so depressing...
Oh no.. They all followed Korean styles le...
Die die.. I am going to be flooded by sadness..
Take today ps I love you for instance...
The show is so stupid!
the front part is so nice and interesting and touching and everything la!
What I will be always ard when you turn ard..
All bluff ppl de..
Den the stupid director had to make him die! So gek la..
When he came back, I tot they are going to be together again..
But NO!
He came back as an angel to protect the girl and match-make her with Qi Yu Wu to give her happiness..!!
Why don Qi Yu Wu die instead?
Duh.. so sad..

Den the next stupid show is lu guang sheng lin..
Heys.. I feel so sad for owen..
Hes so shuai la.. And so nice to sophie..
Yet he has to act as some knight that has to give way when the fake prince come...
And the prince is not any handsome den him can..
So gek.. Nvm..
I shall write my own script and start to imagine myself!

Do fairy tales only exist in cartoons?
Den when will the clock strike twelve?

While I was bloghopping..
I realised that a lot of ppl are over sad over england and brazil lost ytd..
It came as a shock too..
I don know much about soccer but i watched ytd matches...
I am quite sad that england lost! ON penalties!
Alrights.. everybody is..
hmm..
My brother is saying that they have the best sqad in dono how many years and this yr they have a high chance of winning! But they are destroyed by their coach!
And Peter Crouch add entertainment to soccer scene!

oh..
Brazil lost to France too..
Many ppl had sleepless nights ytd!

Was watching the match btw argentina and germany just now..
quite exciting la..
I dono why but I am quite sad that argentina lost..

TAG PEOPLE TAG!

Theres no yoga today..
And lessons also quite slack..
I cant concentrate during physics..
hmm.. I dono y but I think mr sin is too gay..
his actions damn funny la..
And I kept seeing a big big sunflower instead of his face..!
YES.. hes like the dancing sunflower in teletubbies!
And he caught me daydreaming again!
oh no..

I also din bother pay attention in maths lecture today...
And bai hua and chye hock was talking thoughout and making so much noise..
Until ailin and weiling decided to stare at them..
they did stoop for a 5 second but they continued talking after that la!
oh wells..
Suddenly had a wierd feeling that they will make a pair of great couple!

after school today..
we went to watch Just My Luck...
Its a very funny movie though the front parts quite boring la..
Linsay Lohan is very pretty but the lead actor ok onli la..
haha..

Met Rena at clementi today!
The day before.. She warned me of the consequences of being late and yet she is late today! hmm.. I waited for her without my hp and watch lo..
its a horrible feeling..

We took train to Je as she wanted to buy personalised stickers for her China friend!
haha.. I thinking if buying but still haven decide yet..
Stupid me informed rena theres a np machine!
rah!



oh..
The prawn in my brother's tank ate up my favourite starfish!
Im sad..
We cant be too greedy to have all the nice things in the world afterall..
if we wan to own them altogether... We often lose something better!

Lu guang shen lin is nice today!
I feel so sad for owen..
rahs..
Hes so shuai!

7 RANDOM FACTS ABOUT ME
1) I am WLOS and very blur..
2)I make people ard me funny when they laugh at me
3)I am half blind.. I always knock into big big things right in front of me..
4)I am petty but i always forget to be angry.
5)I have no sense of direction. I still cant my way in sch now!
6)I cry easily but I don like to let ppl see that I am crying..
7)I used to think that I am smart

7 THINGS THAT SCARE ME
1) 'A's
2)being sick
3)Being lonely
4)Insects that bite
5)Misunderstandings
6)making decisions
7)losing hair

7 RANDOM MUSIC AT THE MOMENT
1) gEI wO nI dE aI
2)San Guo Lian
3)Shu Dao Wu Da Yin Wo
4)Shi Jie Wei Yi De Ni
5)Wu Fa Kai Kou
6) Ai Qing Shu
7) Beautiful Love

7 PEOPLE TO DO THIS...
er..
I dont think I know that many bloggers..
haha..
Not more than 7 ppl check my blog regularly anyway..

Humility

okays..
Today civics was on HUmility..
It was boring but Miss yew said a lot of things that I nv tot of..
It sort of made me start to ponder and wander off into my own thoughts..
Humility means putting others before self, respecting others, compassion, being positive....
The question is should we treat our foes with kindness?
If its in the past, My answer will be a definite NO.. Its fake.. maybe onli sympathy..
Not why we call them foes?
I see no point and will onli try my best to hide away from them..
But today I realised that treating them the same way they treated us will only go to show that we are like them.. Thus, we should hate ourselves too.. Its like putting ourselves in the same position as them...
I don wan!
Treating foes with kindness need not be fake if it comes straight from the heart..
Sometimes, I do get confused over kindness and fake too...
We need to search for that invisible line that divides kindness from fake..
I think its most important to just follow ur heart and do what you think is right..
I followed mine and my conclusion is respect their individuality and leave them alone..
To me, the key to treating others lies in sincerity..
I just cant force myself to hang ard somebody I dont like and try to be sooooooo nice when I cant stand their every action.. *roll eyes
I think I will just go crazy..
Its isnt right..
So the final solution to the whole problem is simply dont make anyone ur foe lo!
So easy right?
Please believe that everyone treats you well..

Still surviving..

Since secondary school, I have written several essays on how teenagers cant survive without their handphones...
This has become a social norm as teenagers become overly reliant in their phones..
My phone is spoilt! ahhhh..
I cant see the screen when i open the clam shell fully..
Don worry.. I am still surviving..
I can still sms but very xin ku..
Wait til i kop rena old phone... haha..

Oh ya..
I am falling in lurve with my new time table..
I end at 1230 on mondays and fridays!
Date me! ahah..
But can only get out of sch at 1 la..
hmm.. I onli dislike that I have to attend Yoga lesons this term..

Rena must be very happy to see this entry..
There is not going to be any seahorses in my house!
One pair of seahorses cost a freaking 200 dollars!
So my brother decided to buy other marine creatures...
hmm..
haha... Theres a tiny tiny starfish! Yea!
Theres other wierd fish la but i dono wad..

Just went out to have dinner with my whole family...
Got quite a long period nv see them le...
haha..
My uncle very horrible..
The first two words when he saw me were BAI CHI!
As usual, I give him that very sian diao face..
But he seemed so pleased with himself!
MY GOD...

Ok. Back to the dinner..
Our three tables were separated la cos too many ppl..
I dono y why the stupid person there kept insisting that we won soccer last night therefore we went out to eat.. Ridiculous..
If nv win den don eat la..
Den the whole world starve together..
But anyway.. They ordered a lot of food..
We all ate until we almost exploded... So full can..
But the food wasnt nice..
We were reli very full but we still realised that the pepper crabs were onli shells and nothing else..
Den they were joking that the crabs were imported from Africa..
Being starved until lidat..
And we ate the grandmother of lobster..
It looked like lobster but it wasnt but we din know the exact term..
It wasnt nice either..
Ra..
While I was eating..
My uncle was umchioing and saying if he say something.. I wun be able to fall asleep..
He finally said in the end..
Yes,,.. Hes right..
He says I am fatter!!
OH NO..
That is the last thing i wan to hear la!
Time to do something..

End of exams!

Its finally the end of all common tests!
Yeah..
And i screwed it all up!
But I think I should be immune to it by now...
The same situation has been repeating since sec sch!
so nvm.. lets talk about other interesting stuffs!

Its end of common tests so time to enjoy..
So me ailin and kahmun decided to watch King and the clown and we pulled jiajia along..
hmm..
Den all the wierd things happen..
Ailin checked the straits time for movie listings and the only place with the movie was Lido..
Eh.. Every town cinema have..
Den U all know that I all along have a poor sense of direction but i least know wad train to take and stop at where.. and which place is at where.. But yesterday... I forgot all! Abd i still dare to happily argue with them!
Den kahmun say i study too much squeeze out all the entertainment lists! lol..
lol.. so confident somemore.. Now when i think of it, i feel so paiseh can.. aIYO!

heys.. We were v exited about the show as its the most watched movie ever in South Korea!
And it turns out to be a typical Korean film.. Yes yes.. Its draggy.. The movie is 2.5h! Den theres scenes that are unredundant.. Althopugh there are some parts that make me wan to doze off.. But its still a nice show!
The male lead actor is reli reli v pretty.. I am so jealous of him la.. haha..
When i was telling lingxiang this on msn.. He said I am wierd..
wads wrong with finding a guy pretty?
He reli is! somemore, his real person quite shuai also... heehee..
Hes so famous now..
And life interviewed him...
He said he dono why he become so famous but maybe women felt a sense of idenification with the character he played. He read articles about how males attracted girls more with a kind of uni-sexuality than just the macho part of their gender..
er...

The past

Ytd was my brother's bdae!
and according to Rena.. It was the same as Ah meng!
wahaha... And My brother made me buy a pair of seahorses for him this year!
he going to set up a marine tank in the house!

hmm...
My brother is an animal lover and he always bring pets home and I am the always the one who help him whens he busy! I will don mind at first but start to grumble and grumble when i got tired of the pet.. I am LAZY and its reli quite mafan to take care of the pets he brings home..
And if er dont stop him.. One fine day.. He may but the whole zoo back!

Let me think..
ooo.. But first I must say its gonna be a long entry cos its a recollection of memories sinice I can start to remember lo..
U either enjoy or see that cross on the top right hand corner?

We had fishes all along on and off..
Yes.. We had all kind of fishes..
I rmbed we once had guppies, goldfish, lightfish, arowana, snake fish, angelfish and the list just goes on and on...)
I reli couldnt be more than bothered la..
I dont reli like fishes la.. aLthough they are so clean and quiet and everything.. They need so little attention..
The form of interaction is minimal and we live in totally different world la..
I don understand how they can just swim and swim all day onli..
Oh.. I think the onli period that I bothered to take more than a few looks is at that stage when my pri sch teacher said that fishes do not sleep..
I was staring and wondering if that is true..
haha.. I will purposely go stare at them at night and see it they reli dont close their eyes..
Sleeping is so important u see..
Btw..
Our last fish tank ended in a disaster!
The tank cracked!
And I heard my brother was scooping water on the floor...
It was a BIG tank ok..
hahahahahah.. So glad i was in sch lo!
Oh ya..
We had terrapins twice..
But they somehow got into the fish tank and ate up my brother fishes..
so my brother don like..
so my brther set them off in a pond!
When i grew a little bigger to become this irresponsible little girl..
I decided i wan terrapins for pets..
so I pester my mum..
haha.. But i was still quite young that time la..
So I grew tired of it..
haha.. SO..
The happy terrapin regained its freedom..

We had hamsters...
We started with 3..
In the end, we ended up with 5 CAGES!
lol.. den my mother nag and nag den my brother give to pet shops!
and the rest we left with don give birth anymore!
so now... we have none..

Eh..
We had rabbits!
My brother was in army that time and he asked if I wanted..
haha.. And he brought home 2 drawf rabbits.. (My brother hates big things. every pets are drawf species in my house!)
They are all under my care..
We used the big big chicken cage to contain..
The gaps are quite small but somehow the rabbits managed to squeeze out everytime! hmm..
Den that time when peigee call me.. I would be telling her I am catching rabbits in my house!
Den one fine day.. the sad part came..
I think my rabbit caught a cold when i give it a bath..
The poor creature was shivering all over..
Den my brother was in army and I felt so helpless..
I called him and he told me to cover it with a cloth..
The next morning... It couldnt move!
I poke and touch it but there was no response..
A few weeks later my brother got me another black one..
But i was too depressed..
I told him i don wan anymore..
and so they were returned to the pet shop!

We had birds!
when I was vvvv young..
We had a sunbird!
We picked it up at a park!
It was injured and we supected it dropped from a tree..
that was a little of wad i rmb..
I was onli so young that time.. ]And i onli rmb it was a sunbird cos my brother told me..
they were thinking of a name for the bird.. But i insisted on calling it sunbird!
Cos I tot sunbird was a name oredi cos there is a sun in front of the name..
den my sis was saying she don call me human..

Den when I was in sec 3? cant reli rmb..
My brother brought home 3 lovebirds from the same petshop!
haha.. they were beautiful...
But one died..
and while my uncle was cleaning the cage one day..
One flew off.. and we had to release the othe rone cos a lovebird couldnt survive on its own!

Hmm..
lastly.. The most unforgettable! CHICKENS!
yes.. drawf chickens again..
the eggs were onli er.. try imagining by putting ur thumb and second finger together... its ard the size la..
Its a great experience..
chickens are so cute..
haha.. I always had a difficulty chasing them back into their cage..
But later i realised.. If it i sprinkled some water.. they would think it was raining and fly back to the cage! oks.. chickens are stupid animals.. if u cover their eyes.. They think its nightime and within seconds, they go to sleep..
I cannot forget the experience of holding such a small egg and seeing the little chicks being hatched out! Imagine holding a egg that was laid on my bdae!
At first out hen would anyhow lay eggs on the grass and we always had to look for eggs in the grass that period..
later we put a nest and all her eggs in the cage and got one day she suddenly fly into the cage..
I was curious and took a look.. and TADA! i saw the process of the hen laying the egg! It was very short la.. If onli hum,ans could give birth like a hen laying eggs!
When she was hatching.. She wun come out at all! onli when she wan to da bian.. haha.. cos she don coem out often.. she reli da a lot lo...
Thers still alot of these small little things la..
Like how they like to rest at the small mango tree..
haha.. I can rmbed myself talking to them! ahha.. ppl must be thinking I am crazy..
Oh ya.. Last time me and my cousins will dig into the soil using little twigs to look for worms for the chicks to eat.. Cant imagine me doing such gross things..
ask me to do now think i rather die la!
But there was still sad moments..
Got one time I play finish with the chicks and put them back into the cage..
But i think i forgot to lock properly..
And the chicks came out on their own!
And one got eaten up by a cat! a black chick!
A passerby aw this and told us!
I hate cats since that day!
Oh.. If my brother going to reli buy a zoo..
He will chase all the cats out!
I will support him!
ooh..
continue with the chickens..
Dere was this period when my little cousin got ill!
and they blamed it on the chicken..
They say chickens are dirty!
And they send all the chickens away...!
I was annoyed for a little while la..
Imagine to my grandma dere to see no more chickens suddenly..
hmm.. That was 4 yrs ago?
That time i go my grandma dere everyday!
now i seldom le..
I am scared of my cousins..
They are so naughty and dono wad la..
haiyo..
Make me scream and scream onli..

hmm.. going back to study!

Gold Mine

heya..
Went to rena's house with the intention to study..
Cos i always fall asleep at home..
In THE END...
I din sleep la..
But i din study also..
I was exploring her house ,
looking at her china photos,
Getting myself fascinated with her toys,
And happily digging out treasures for myself!
haha..
Though I din study..
I enjoyed myself!
Thanks Thanks Rena..

These are the gold I dug out..
All different shapes and sizez one hor..
1) China goodies (keropok, cuttlefish, green tea, soem wierd but nice crackers, seaweed...)
2) Gifts for me!
*one star key chain! very nice!
*feng du bi yin keychain
*A mini comb (very cute but not useful at all)
*a lavender necklace! love it!
Lastly..
*A la bi xiao xin figurine.. (I asked for it!)
3)A thick stack of postcards
4)A econs essay book
hmm.. thats all.. but actually wanted to bring her brother's notes home but i forgot..
But I still carried my ''loot'' back with a little difficuty..
I looked liek a auntie with so many bags cos i helped to pass sz her things also!

Oh ya..
We decided to bet on soccer for the sake of fun..
haha..
I asked to bet on the one that will make us win more money..
I din expect to win la..
But she was so excited and so ure we will win la!
IN THE END!!!!!!!................
TADA!
we almost lost..
But someone kicked in a goal at the last few minutes!
so WE ACTUALLY WON!
The winnings was 3.3 times of wad we bet ok..
haha..

TOT of the day...
At the market ytd..
there was this talkakive and friendly auntie who came to sit at same table as us..
hmm..
She couldnt stop talking..
and shes so cute..
she keep apologising for talking to much but continued talking..
I just keep nodding and smiling as I couldnt reli catch was she was trying to say..
And the topic wasnt reli related to us..
But I reli don mind her..
hmm..
I think shes lonely..
Her children are busy working they left her alone at home..
Ppl say sporeans are cold..
Is it because we are moving at too fast a pace we forgot to turn back to look at the ppl ard us?
We worked so hard to enjoy comfortable lives in the end we forgot how to communicate..
When we smiled at a strangers, ppl will think we are crazy..
But Hey..
its onli a small action to make somebody's day/..
ISnt it an insult that u are facing a sea of ppl yet that is no one u can pour ur woes out to?

Ailin bought this cute eeyore sweet from malaysia for me 2 weeks ago..
Its so cute until I she bu de eat..
eh..
Apparently.. THE ANTS LOVE IT TOO!
sad.. How do i preserve it?
hahaha.. I tot of a stupid idea to apply nail polish..
will it work? I dono.. haven try..
heehee..

Oh ya..
wondering wad did rena get for me besides the comb..
so exciting..
I love receiving presents..
It makes me happy that somebody bothers to get me something when they are away!

It works the other way round..
Giving presents and making somebody's day make me happy..
Giving present is an art by itself..
You have to choose the correct present for the correct person at the correct time..
It gives me a sense of satisfaction to know that somebody likes the present I picked..
I reli dont mind somebody opening my present in front of me..
In fact, I would like them to do that..
This way.. I would get a first hand account of their reaction when they saw the present..
But somebody considers this action rude..
hmmm..
It all depends..

I admit..
I am too bored..
Sorry for enduring with my rubbish!

RA..
saw on the news that Flash and Splash and Adidas got up to 70 percent sale..
Make me so excited..
I went dere and there wasnt reli much sales lo..
Saw this very nice adidas sweater that cost 119 dollars..
Thinking of buying but like a little ex..
haha.. I shall wait first.. Maybe the price will drop..
Though I don think Adidas is going to reduce the price!
shall Save up den..

oh..
I bought Tanks china album on sat! And i regretted!
Should buy the sPore version la..
The songs very nice.. haha..
My sis agree!

lalalallaallala..
I got the photos!
So I shall blog more bout the camp as it turned out to be quite fun!
I was so glad it was not planned by thick lips..
Not it would br so bad...

Day 1..
J2s reported at 745..
But I was late.. OOps... for a while onli..
Den i joined them in tying water bags..
den the bin was oredi filled with water bags den it was reli hard to make the watrer go in lars..
I started complaining and they staring laughing at me.. they said it was sec sch phy that we need to pull it down lower so that there will be more pressure..
But I continued complaining away..
They got tired of me and filled up one small pail for me to squat and tie by myself!
And i look so pathetic and isolated from them! Like a begger playing with water la!

I have a photo of the big pail! look!


HoHoHO.. Den David called me say it was time to prepare for my game! haha.. How delighted i was to receove that call lo.. Den I quickly escaped..

Raffia Mania!
We tot long and hard for the rules..
In the end, I dont think it turned out as fun as we had expected lars..There were quite a lot of loopholes!
















Jun Hao testing the game!
















Recording the points!



The other stations games....

20 Metre water transfer..
I went dere to kaypo when im free..
And threw a lot of water bags..
hahahahaha/..


Catching bananas!
Heard that the game was gross..
bUt i found that it was interesting cos I nv play..
lols..



Turning over a new leaf!


And the final telematch!

















Dono why..
I realised I cant upload anymore pictures!

alrights..
night game was fun too..
Or at least I had fun digging out places to hide the light sticks and ice cream sticks!
hahahahahah..

Day 2 is more boring la...
We went to flea market to sell some stuffs..
But we were selling tidbits and the place was so wulu la! That was not the wprst! 7-11 was less than 5 metres away la! So of course nobody wanted to buy..
Drn when somebody walked near.. We would forced the widest smile out and try to talk a lot of rubbish la.. hah.. But i was onli slacking away!
OOPS.. I did it again.. ahah.. too lazy..
But I did help when they tried door-to-door sales ok!
I helped to carry the money! and we walked the whole block of flats!
so tired.. den after that.. I refused to do anymore work! haha..
And our bus was late.. call them they say reaching soon...
so we waited and waited..
called again and said he was turning!
wow! wonder if he was turning at the borders of mother Earth!
15min later he in still out of our sight!
Liar!
Night was more fun!
we had buffet and BBQ..
Den we went to the field to kick a ball!

Day 3 was onli packing up and some briefing la!
and we took a lot of photos!
but blogger ate them!
Good la.. cos I look super horrible in them.. haha..
Acoording to David.. My pimples could be seen from 3 m away!
haha..



Our last meal for the camp!
Yum Yum!

camp..

heys..
I haven slept for more than 36 hours..
haha.. cant believe this..
normally.. I would be dead by now..
The camp turned out to be very enjoyable..
except that I cant get to slp when the floor is so hard!
I was staring at the ceiling for 6 hrs lo!
so sad and i kept looking at the time...
haha.. And somebody was still happily snoring away..!
oks
we have a bunch of super talkative and naughty j1s.. HoHoHo..
but they still love to tease me.. wonder y..
den the seniors will tease bout the u-know-who la..
Ras.. but its ok..
Jinling is a nice girl..
I shall not take it to heart..
I shall update more bout the exciting details when i get the photos!
For now.........
LIGHTS OFF!
oh ya..
Going to sch to break camp tml..

hahha.. My sister rented this dress to attend a costume party..
It costed 40 dollars ok...
don waste.. so i tried..
And it looked wierd!

Some funny photos!

Onli Photos!

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Camp

oh..
My e-club camp is tml and i haven finish packing..
I dono why but I am not looking forward to it at all..
Maybe its because of the tests after that..
Or I am thinking about the tons of homework that is weighing my mood down...
I shld reli get started in studying real soon..
oh wells...
back to the camp..
I wuld be more enthu if they had changed it to a mahjong camp..
yea.. Fat hope..
But sometimes I reli don see any difference between entrepreneur and mahjong lars..
And the government only promotes entre eagerly.. its so unfair..
ras..
U see..
Both of the activities involves risk wad..
U either win or lose..
U think before u act..
The wrong investments will make someone bankrupt too..
it all depends/..
Its the same la..
mahjong can bring about economic boom too..
not y the government build casino..
For fun meh?
so funny eh..
They build but discourage it...
just that to me.. mahjong provides much more entertainment..
wahaha..
oh wells..
pardon me..
I am going crazy..
after the e-club camp..
I still have a phy camp to survive thru..
yea..
phy concentration camp..
I can imagining myself being crushed by books and notes..
PHYSICS..
eeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee..

My com is ok again!
yeah..
I repaired it..
I was so bored ytd so i tried to pluck out everything..
lala.. In the end..
I spoilt a keyboard in the process!
haha.. So now I am typing on a brand new one..
And most importantly...
My internet connection is ok again..!

oh today..
Iwent over to my grandma house..
practically sleeping my whole day away..
oh wells..
and i realise my memory is so bad la..
My chi teacher in p6 came into the shop and started talking to me..
I din know who she was until my grandma ask her if she knows me..
according to her..
I haven changed la..
still the same face..
Is that a good thing?

Ho Ho hO..
My internet connection got problem again!
haha.. Dn my bro go army for re-service..
So i sneaked into his room to use his com!
Sat was a busy day!
Miss ling got married!
and we were invited to her tea ceremony...
Sad to say but it was the first time i witnessed such event...
i think we reached too early so we just stand ard and started talking to her vvvvv cute nephew!
He kept insisting his name was good boy!
den his sis is good girl!
Even though his name so unique!
hes Skyler..
haha.. Hes so cute..
he has big eyes and
He loves taking photos.
den he will twist..
den they made him offer tea to his uncle and auntie..
and he drank a little too..
Miss ling mum gave ang baos..
I was told it was a tradition or sth lidat..
hahahaha.. guess wad..
I got 2 dollaes more than the others..
so I assumed auntie accidentally added a 2 dollar note to my ang bao without realising it!
we took a lot of photos!
Miss ling was lovely..
shall upload the photo another time...
den after that was my ah gong birthday dinner!
reli vvvv full..
den went home le la..
and obviously we mj..
this time my bro joined..
and te big big loser was...................................................................
NOT ME!
hahaha..
my sis was the cai shen ye this time..

hmmm..
I was mjing on friday nite den zt called...
I agreed to sell her my tickets but regretted my decision just rite after i hung up...
haha.. I always lidat..
I know.. and i cant stand myself for being lidat too...
I hate it when im so fickle minded..
oh wells... I tried to find another ticket but of course cant la...

So this is the ticket i sold off.. I was looking at the ticket and very reluctant to pass it to zt's fren.. But nvm.. I saved 10 bucks.. lala.. heys.. look carefully at the no.. Its rena nb dae... Im selling her away.. lala..

I meet rena in the afternoon to walk the pasar malam... did nth much la.. But she intoduced this very nice seaweed! I finished one big pkt myself! To think i was still arguing with her say i don wan take.. haha.. wait til she sees this.. think she will become so yaya...

bad day..

I am quite suay recently la..
ytd got caught by the principal for not tucking in my shirt..
den he criticise and criticise and don wan let me go..
duh.. so suay can...
I was actually out of the sch le lo..
waiting for bus den ailin say she need the toliet!
den when we walking out and pass the canteen this time..
The principal who is having his lunch caught me! huh..

den today i did something v horrible..
haha.. I hang jiajia and kahmun bags on the tree when they playing squash..
den its super funny la..
a lot of passerbys were staring at the bag..
lala.. to think they din realise lo!

ra..
den during GP.. I was made to be in the same grp as zw! so suay..
den everybody laughing again.. den i refused to talk and discuss and was staring hard into blank space.. den they all laugh again..
so dui lian..
ra..
i was feeling so horrible la..
den sze hong very funny..
cos i refused to write down wad they say..
Den he took my paper and write down for me..
i wasnt looking and when i turned ard..
he wrote the example on my paper liao..
must be feeling guilty for always speading stupid rumors la..

den den after sch..
we went clementi pasar malam,..
hahaha/..

So loooong...

Very long din blog le..
Lazy la.. and nth to talk bout..
den when i wanted to blog..
My com was down.. haha..
completed another set of korean vcds during the long weekend...
The main actor was super duper cute and... Funny...
alrights.. Thats not the main point...
from the show..
I realised that its not too bad to become a baker...
You can design ur own cake and bring happiness to the ppl ard..
Its just wonderful especially after making big big wedding cakes....
But i think i better not become one..
I will becoem very fat lo..
hahah.. the actress dere very fat..
den its quite wierd when shes together with the guy..
but its still ok la..
cos her character ben ben de den very funny..

kk..
I shall show their pics here next time..

Love story in harvard!

I am still watching..
hey..
Its reli getting draggy but I liked the first half of the show~!
Its quite funny and touching..
The female actress is reli pretty but I don reli like the actor..
And I think its reli redundant to let the female have this terminal illness..
Okie.. Its typical Korean show la..
And I hate it that mediacorp also produce shows lidat..
Look at dream chaser..
Such a happy show become so sad all of a sudden...
Ra..

TV,,

I am hooked to TV and mahjong!
Den during the 3 days long weekend..
I reli cant be bothered with anything else..
Love story at Harvard is nice..
Though the first few episodes were super boring.
I survived thru and I am glad I did..
though the story is still as draggy as other Korean soap opera and sometimes I feel like I am watching a tortoise crawling... And practically stopping my eyelids from shutting...
The other parts are still very nice!
Love it..

Ytd got superband..
Ra..
I was so unhappy with the results la..
JADE got kicked out..
There was obviously lousier grps lo..
That kind who cannot sing cannot dance and on look good..
worse.. It was painfully obvious that they were trying to act sei..
but failed and it made them more irritating den ever..
I don even feel like laughing at them la..

haha..
Lastly.. I think I lost over 50 bucks over the weekend..
HAHA.. oh no..

Pissed

The day Miss yew announced to the whole class she going to call our parents...
I know d day is coming soon..
My mum know my results is horrible..
She din know it was that horrible..
Miss yew called ytd but she wasnt in..
hahahahaha..

oh wells..
It wasnt reli my fault..
I tried to study hard..
I forced myself to study and finish my tutorials and assignments..
I stopped myself from copying hw..
It doesnt help..
I still couldnt get used to JC life..
Even when its ending...
doesnt make sense?
or izzit just that i couldnt get used to e jc i am in now?
Up til now.. I cant believe how much i miss nhss.,.
I miss 4/5! I missed lots of ppl..
At the end of sec 4... I was still hoping i could get out of nh quickly..
How contradictory..

The first yr was still very fun and quite ok..
I dono why..
But suddenly everything changed..
Maybe cos of As.. its getting nearer..
But I din expected it to happen so fast..
It caught me by suprise..
Everyday..
I can think of hundreds of excuses not to go to sch..
In the end..
I still drag my very reluctant body into sch..
hur..
I HATE selfish ppl and hyprocrites the most last time..
I hate ppl who onli think about themselves and can argue their way thru that its onli natural..
It onli make me more disgusted den ever..
I hope they just go and die la..
They make the world so terrible..
One moment they are full of criticisms..
The next they are all smiles when the person come along..
SHOCKING.. the way their facial expressions changed.. within seconds..
I felt like screaming and yelling and tearing off their masks..
BUT..
I promised myself I wun get disappointed when i see such scenes anymore..
They are onli classmates..
I try to act enthu and cheerful and such in class...
And i quietly pray that sch will end soon..

I hope that time has more wings..
I hope that Earth will increase its pace..
oh wadever..
Just make time pass faster..

Test

Grover You scored 27% Organization, 61% abstract, and 69% extroverted!

This test measured 3 variables. First, this test measured how organized you are. Some muppets like Cookie Monster make big messes, while others like Bert are quite anal about things being clean. Second, this test measured if you prefer a concrete or an abstract viewpoint. For the purposes of this test, concrete people are considered to gravitate more to mathematical and logical approaches, whereas abstract people are more the dreamers and artistic type. Third, this test measured if you are more of an introvert or an extrovert. By definition, an introvert concentrates more on herself and an extrovert focuses more on others. In this test an introvert was somebody that either tends to spend more time alone or thinks more about herself. You are more sloppy, both concrete and abstract, and more extroverted. Here is why are you Grover. You are both sloppy. You might not always know where everything you need is. Perhaps you don't even care. Grover cares, but he just is always making a mess. He can't take the right order when he is a waiter, and he always crashes when he tries to be a superhero. You both are concrete and abstract thinkers. Grover always sets a realistic goal for himself and tries to achieve it. However he's also abstract when he comes up with imaginative and unusual strategies in pursuit of that goal. You have a good balance in your life. You know when to be logical at times, but you also aren't afraid to explore your dreams and desires... within limits of course. You are both extroverts. You enjoy the company of others, and you don't have problems meeting new people...in fact you probably look forward to it. You are willing to take charge when necessary or work as part of a team. Grover also likes being around others. He is eager to try and help those in need. He even uses his social skills as a door-to-door salesman. The other possible characters are Cookie Monster Big Bird Snuffleupagus Ernie Elmo Kermit the Frog Oscar the Grouch The Count Guy Smiley Bert If you enjoyed this test, I would love the feedback! Also if you want to tell me your favorite Sesame Street character, I can total them up and post them here. Perhaps your choice will win!

My test tracked 3 variables How you compared to other people your age and gender: You scored higher than 3% on Organization You scored higher than 77% on concrete-abstra You scored higher than 65% on intro-extrovert

Link: The Your SESAME STREET Persona Test written by greencowsgomoo on Ok Cupid, home of the 32-Type Dating Test haha.. At leats my character is more cute den renas.. wahaha..

Pig..

Wa..
I think I am gonna become a pig soon..
I just came back from class outing..
We went to pizza to eat until I very full!
Come back still have to eat dinner..
And i forced myself to finish everything!
haha.. Until I flipped the food over..
I was too tired la.. and i was quite distracted by the tv la..
Anyway..
I spilled a glass of coke..
IT was v paiseh la..
den the waitress brought 1 whole stack of tissue over..
ALL in ALL..
I was quite bored today la..

Sch was ok again..
As usual, the whole class was teasing me,.
Now.. They started calling me da sao..
Den durinG Econs lecture i just shouted..
Den i heard my name..
I just turned back and shouted NO..
haha.. so malu..
I later realised Jimnison as telling chye hock he was my pri sch mate..
Miss ling din come today..
But we could not go home earlier cos of the stupid talk that ended at 6..

Keat How took up so much of our time again..
Ra..
Den the speaker din know wad he was saying..
To the extent he wanted him to stop asking qns..
It was quite funny la..
hahahaha..

Dumb

I seriously don understand..
HOW CAN SUCH A DUMB IDIOT BE MY CLASSMATE?!
I wonder if u have a mirror a home..
But i suggest U better not keep one..
You will start to think what is that monster in the mirror...
Not even a small mirror..
A short monster onli needs a smaller den usual mirror for a full reflection..
And your sharp voice will crack the mirror..

Pls stop thinking the whole world likes you..
Wake up..
Stop dreaming..
You can stop thinking of how to reject somebody cos nobody wans you..
You don need to miss the bus cos I wun board if u are on it.. DUMB..
I have been so freaking obvious that I hate you..
I don think u even have a brain to think..
I absolutly have no interest in a gay who covers his ears and jumps higher den anybody esle when he sees a crokroach..
Need I spell it out for u? IDIOT...

I think the tv station should round up all the thick skinned people who think they are so good at everything but they are actually nothing..
Those pathetic souls will make a good comedy..
They will think they are so funny without realising that the world is laughing at them..
For being so stupid..
In the end..
eVERBODY GAINS..
Those fools will believe they are funny..
And we can laugh at them for all we care..
isnt that a happy ending for all?

Shopz..

Today after sch..
Me Jia jia and Kahmun decided not to go for maths lessons as we were very tired and it wasnt compulsory aniway..
So we went Jp to get weiling a bdae present..
It was quite hard to choose la..
But in the end we settles for a nike shirt..
I have the same size as weiling and they made me try..
haha.. I was very lazy la but they forced me..
Ra..
I liked the shirt a lot la..
Almost dinw an to give her lo..
But nvm..
End of the month.. NO MONEY..
ANIWAY..
atteNttion gals..
Great spore sales is coming..
Lets save up okies..
haha.. 23rd may..
I will be mugging during that period for my common test also..
haiz.,.

Time to start exercising..

After dinner ytd...
My sister was too lazy to study..
So she came up with one cranky idea to go jogging..
Den she made my mum so excited..
And they insisted on pulling me along..
OH no..
Please.. PC is enough for me..
haha.. No wonder I getting fatter and fatter..
so lazy..
In the end I went with them la..
My mum happily go dig out a pair of sports shoes that was so unmatching with her clothes la!
DIAO..
While we were still strolling to the park..
She was behind complaining she was tired already!
To think a few moments ago she was still at home boasting that she can run faster den me...
I think these kind of ridiculous people in the world are here to enrich our lives la..
I regreted not bringing camera along..
lala.. But it started to rain soon after..
And i think my mum was very happy cos we had to make a turn to go home liao..
Therefore..
Ytd was not productive..
We got ourselves wet.. Not becos of sweat...
we were drench when we got home lo..
HAiz..

I gt back my maths paper today..
Heys,.. At least I scored better den expected..
I got 2.5..
Haiz..

I did something very stupid today..
Me and kahmun took the wrong skirt..
Den hers was super loose..
I wear hers her skirt almost burst..
This serve as a warning to me..
Time to jian fei le la..

Oh ya..
The thing I feared most finally happened..
That thick skinned guy tot i liked him..
haha.. He told my clique he is not ready..
What the hell la..
I dono whether to cry or laugh..
haha.. And I reli can imagine Jiajia and weiling..
Wan to laugh but don dare...
haha..
Cant believe hes so stupid..
Practically the whole class knows that i dislike him lo..
When i told zhiting.. I think shes also quite sian diao la..

Hmm..
Today was talentime auditions...
We went in to support kahmun..
She can reli sing very well..
Although there are other power singers ard..
Hope she gets in la..
haha..
It will be so exciting..
Din so somebody can sing until so nice though there were a few horrible singers as well la..
I shallnt mention who la..
Lets not be evil for once..

Anyway, we went e cub after she finished singing la..
I joined the J1s with the game captain ball..
Dono why kahmun refused to play la..
heys..
But i think i was vv terrible..
haha.. As usual..
David rather throw the ball pass me then to just pass it to me..
Den he started laughing happily away..
Ra.. The times i touched the ball were countable la..

After tat we went ahead to plan for the e club camp in july..
heys.. I was laughing madly at zw ideas la..
I think his ideas are plain STUPID...
And he sounds so enthu..
aiya.. He always sound very sensical but everything he says is just rubbish la..
Den his actions so darn gay..
To the extent that nobody wans to listen when hes talking..
Onli me..
Cos i wuld be laughing like crazy..
lala.. I think hes reli MAD...
The whole e clubs thinks so..

I passed my 2.4 today..
Yipee..

I dono why but the class kept linking me up with zw this few days..
And it was super paiseh..
A lot of ppl knew i hate him la..
But they just purposely wan to tease..
jUST ytd..
My clique ganged up with the guys and started laughing away again!
IN FRONT OF HIM!
And wad did stupid me do?
I screamed and covered my ears and ran straight in into the LT!
And now i onli wanted to dig a hole to hide when i see him..

Oh today..
Weiling and Ailin pulled me away from my bus when my bus came..
One grabbed my body..
The other grabbed my bag..
I was sreaming like crazy but they don wan let go..
UNTIL until..
The bus closed the door..
I was screaming and waving like a mad women outside but the bus driver ignored me..
I think he did see..
When i got home.. iT was raining heavily lo..
Although i carry a umbrella..
I was still wet la!

The weather has been bad these few days..
pls take care!

SPA was a flop today..
haha..
and I totally embarrassd myself..
And this spa makes me think that Mr chua is nice like weiling..
I think he reli looks liek la bi siao xin..
I dono y but all the water gushed out when i turned on the tap to fill up the beaker....
I was wet all over..
He stared at me, smiled and brought a whole roll of toilet paper to my table..
He took it back shortly after...
He realised that i was staring hard at my apparatus feeling at a loss..
So he came over to check and help me adjust a bit and told me i culd start heating..
However..
I still could not finish my spa in the end..
sobs..

Maths test was just as bad..
I should think I have no problem scoring 1 again..

Rena turns 18 today!
HAPPY BIRTHDAY...
Thanks for the treat at fish and co..
heys..
I am reli full..
hope u reli had fun today..

thanks for the ride home too..
Ps u have reli cute parents..

Its a terrible day

What a terrible way to start my day!
hur..
Early in the morning...
Kanna suan by joanna.. until the point i have totally nth to rebut..
den during maths lect..
I started arguing with Abel..
I wanted to smack him with my books..
haha.. And ailin was like who do u think will win the fight..
BUT i think he certainly deserved it..
I lent chen khian my PnC tutorial..
And Abel insisted I copied it cos he culdt solve all the qns..
hey..
I will admit if I reli copy okay..
I reli don like it when ppl don see the effort I am putting into my work..
Ra..
And zach was like saying nan hua ppl maths very good..
I think i am one exception la..

Den i walked over to Zhiyao to lend his probability tutorial..
heys.. he din complete..
And on mon he was like happily raising up his hands say our group will present..
Den sze hong was kpoing ard..
hahha.. He talks a lot of rubbish la..
I sort of started arguing with him la..
When i realised i culdnt win..
I quickly grabbed his foolscap and ran all the way back to my seat..
neah neah..
RRa..

When i went up to present my ans.. nobody could understand me la.. hur..
Thet were like staring blankly at me..
haha.. I think i am going to destroy their maths..
haha.. I kept hearing joshua say she is going to cry..
duh.. cry for wad..
Miss yew took over and i went back to my seat..
I was feeling a little dejected la..
orightts.. i Am lousy..
den zhiyao told me that we still have 4 grp members to help me..
I was reli reluctant to present the last qn u see..
haha..
Miss yew so bad..
Sai if i present more,...
The class will grow to appreciate her..
As expected.. nobody understand as well..
I was like talking to myself..
so Shuhui helped a bit and miss yew had to explain the whole qn again..

I wanted to piak ailin when she asked me to become teacher next time..

hur.. I ponned eclub today..
and the suay part was I saw zongwei (president) at the gate..
haiz.. He was staring at me but I pretended not to see him..

PW results out tml..
I heard the rest confident of getting a band 1..
For me.. I hope i get at least a band 2 or 3..

I had fun today!
I am no longer disappointed la..

Oh wells..
I nv failed to embarass myself in class..
haiz.. I reli feel like digging a hole to hide when the whole class turned and look at me!
Its reli not my fault that ppl wan to laugh at me..
Its physics tutorial again!
And weilings fault!
Ra!

OH.. Btw.. I realisedI always make use of google's motto ''DONT BE EVIL''
I have using it since like sec 3??
cant reli rmb..
I onli know i gt bullied in sch everyday la..
And i make ZHU PENG GOU yOU all the time..
dono y..
And they happened to be my good friends..
Look at rena and u will know..
In sec 4.. You reli can see all my stuffs flying out of the window..
Yes.. They are horrible ppl...
When i pretend to be angry.. They just laugh and laugh! They think its a joke!
Wa lau.. When i am angry.. I dono y my anger dont seems to last for more than 10s..
Cant understand y..

With them ard.. You nv know what is going to happen..
So u must be vvvv careful and take precautions all the time..

Look at my some failed precautions below!

Hey.. I reli think i look disastrous la!
hmm..
Maybe i should bring a mask to sch next time..




























Look at this girl on the right!
I am reli quite scared of her..
Although shes not as kong bu as rena..
But she still quite scary la!











I think i make the same kind of friends all the time la..
haha.. All the zek ark ppl..Or izzit just that I am too stupid that y when i am with them they suddenly seem to become zek ark?

I dono and still trying to find out..

Watching camus now..
Heys..
Suddenly find zhiyang so ccute ! ahhh..
Hes not onli cute..!
Hes super cute!
when he sing lian ai da ren!
Den his singing sooo nice la...
Especially when he sing the wang li hom song!
I took a peek at my sis when hes singing..
Suddenly wan to laugh..
She reli look like shes melting la..
haha.. She voted thirteen times for him and i think hes definitely worth the votes..
suDENLY everybody started to song until soooo nice..
The six finalists were perfect!
WA..
Chen wei lian also!
tHINK HE can sing better den guang liang...
hope zhi yang wins!
Yue kan yue hao kan..
Wad to do..
HES CUTE!!

while waiting for rena to blog finish, I decided to blog myself..
So sian..
Mediacorp also make shows with horrible endings...
dono y..
Today..
Boring lessons as usual..
Pc was ok..
We were to act as stones to let the ppl jump over us..
So when I was about to jump over weiling..
I decided to smack her butt..!
haha.. Thats her bao ying for always bullying me..
I think she got a terrible shock and dono who was that la..
heehee..
But the teacher saw..
she was smiling happily..
And i was laughing until I cannot jump..
hur..
So i wanted to kick Kahmuns butt..
But i tot that was too evil..
so i din..
Ailin made a very tall stone..
So i walked over her..
scared wait I jump on her her bones crack..

I tried to hide from Mr sin today by sitting at the back of the classroom..
But he still wan to dig me out!
He goes ''Don think you sit there i cannot see u''
Aiya...
he still gt talked a lot of rubbish but i cant be bothered to rmb la..
At the end of the lessons he suddenly goes jinling sit at the back very relaxed..
so yaya that mr sin din call her.. don care .. U must sit in front next time..
....
I suddenly see three corws flying past!

hha... Has Gp content quiz today..
den the boys were all wondering y our whole clique did so well..
haha.. they were like in front the first three on the right copy de!
hah... I am one of them la..
haha..
Its a secret how we did so well.. shhh..

So after GP..
We wanted to take a train down causeway to study..
But we took a long time at JE pasar malam..
haha..
den we ate steamboat.,.
It was nice!
den they started doing their work..
but the smell of food made me so distracted..
so we wanted to walk to library..
den we went in to take np first..
its a new shop that opens today
cabt believe ailin and kahmun were so vain..
when ailin said she wanted go toilet to comb her hair..
i wanted to open my mouth to criticise her..
but before i culd do that..
KAhmun replied excitedly that she wanted to go also!
dotz..
so me and jia jai went to change money first..
And we waited sooo dam long for them la..
we tried to put in the coins slowly..
put 1.. put 2..
But they still are not back..
when they finally stroll their way back
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I still see no diffierence in their hair la..
waste time onli..
haha..
soo..
we took super long to decorate..
and it turns out to be nice..
after that, it was quite late and we were too lazy to study already..
so we went home!
i nv touched my books at all..

I got My As timetable today...
I din like it.. Not a single bit...
What to do?

haihaihai...

Anyway..
We gt scolded by mr liao today! He say we have atititute problem.. We are late and don pay attention in class... hmm...

After sch...
We went up to the hall to play badminton..
Many ppl were donating blood up dere...
I don think i will ever find the courage to do that la..
haha.. I don even dare go near them...
Back to the game..
oks.. I am lousy..
and Abel thinks so too...
So he wans to play with me onli..
cos hes lousy too..
so evil.. In the end..
it was terribily embarrassing la..
Aiyo..
We were playing beside the badminton coach and we were like picking up balls all the time la..
and the rest were all laughing at us.. hmm...

Oh.. The soccer match... I watched because it was JJ against NJ...
Tried to spot nokia to gek rena but culdnt...
heys.. we were so suay...
We watched for so long but there wasnt a goal..
Den we went up hall to collect our bags..
it was onli for a short 5 min..
And it was 2-o...
JJ won...
haha..
But i don know the end result...
Kahmun had to fetch her little bro so i left with her..
haiz..

I have been super suay lately..
REli..
It all happened after i drew the winning tile for thirteen wonders..
My mum had said that its suay to win thirteen wonders..
I believed her now..
On sat, I was using the com when it suddenly piak and spoil..!
dono y.. suddenly everything seem to be falling apart..
I have not been feeling well lately..
Maybe this is the reason y I have been very moody..
I get upset at the slightest things that i cant even be bothered last time..
I started quarreling with the ppl ard me..
I am so sorry if i have been rude or said anything not right k..

oh.. I realised that this world is full of contradictions..
When you are saying the truth, nobody believe you..
You explain time and again and in return, u get a pair of eyes full of suspicions staring at you.. Although they din reli say it out..
I DON BELIEVE YOU is clearly written on their heads..
You finally cant be bothered anymore and try to think of some stupid excuses to fu yan them.. Or you will just admit to everything they say... Even if u don admit.. They will just assume this is it anyway.. No point wasting saliva la..
To ur suprise, they believed u this time..
This is it..
There are so many stupid fools in this world who believe that they are genius..
In the end.. you onli bothered to think of some logical answer to these idiots questions although they are not the truth..
oh wells..

I dono wad happen to teachers nowadays..
ytd in class, Mr sin called me to ans a qn which i dono how..
Den he super zek ark..
Say what I nv ans his qn still smile at him.. Say wad even if i smile he wun reciprocate..
!!!. I was like ....
Fine..
He was sitting right in front so i shut up throughout his lessons.. Den kahmun was talking about shuhui.. and she said loudly ''talk about me again''.. Den mr sin quickly stared at me and said jinling talk about you.. MAD LA..

Today i nv finish my maths tutorial cos i reli wasnt feeling well ytd.. Den miss yew shouted and screamed at the class and make all those who nv completed hw stayed back! ahhh..

Den during the stay back time.. Dono y the guys so united.. All gang up to shoot me.. so embarrassing la.. Arghs.. I can onli laugh together with them..

I bought home abel book today.. No wonder my bag so heavy.. hai..

Enough of all the suay things...

Something interesting happened during maths lecture today..
A bird flew in.. haha.. Mr liao says he wan eat up the bird if we continus looking..
Den he turned to the bird and shouted for it to stand still..

Today is the first day the 2nd intakes came for cca..
We played games and i cant pick up the ping pong ball with the chopsticks..
Evil Derek, Eric, Ling Xiang and Yi Chun keep laughing la! haha..
Den they tried to teach me but failed..
nvm..
After that..
Yichun David and I brought the big big water dispenser to the toilet to wash today..
They went to the boys toilet and i had to wait outside for them.. I was complaining they took so long to wash den david go and open the door ask me go in.. I was very reluctant la.. But since nobody was inside and I had to help them wash.. I went in la...
It was wierd la... But nvm la.. Once in a lifetime experience..
I was playing with the water when the door opened!
I gt a shock..
But i think Jun hao gt a bigger shock when he saw me..
haha.. luckily it was him and not anybody else la..
not i dono what to do...
hmm.. when we walked back to the room.. I think the auntie ws quite angry..
she wanted to lock the room but all our stuffs inside..
oops..
After tt.. we went down to JJ affinity and gossip a bit more and headed home!

Its onli the first week of sch and i oredi think that my time don belong to me..
I am tired.. dead tired..
Hw is piling up...
More is coming when I haven already completed the present ones..
I know A levels is important.. I KNOW.. So stop reminding me..
heys.. I still cant find any motivation to study... Dono y..
Sometimes i hope that I am not that lazy..
And I think I wun stop hoping in my whole life.. The laziness will nv change.. I think its inborn la..

Thurs is integration LT test.. I don think its easy but i hope I don do badly..
Since term 1, I passed 2 LT tests already.. I did pathetically for my class tests..
It is not as if I will nother about my class tests results..
Until Miss yew said i had to stay back for maths on mon...
I felt like dying..
Weiling called her a mad women.. SO bad of her!
ohwells.. Maths make miss yew mad..
Maybe i shld get some mugger to teach me maths and study together with me..
Maybe there will be at least some motivation to study..
Motivation by fear.. haha..

Can u imagine wearing some market clothes and wandering around orchard road?
I did that.. haha..
This morning, I went with my uncle to bring my little cousin to see a doctor..
I reli tot he onli wan to go the clementi polyclinic lo..
When he say he wan go mt E, i almost fainted..
I was dressed so shabbily lo..
haha..
True enough, I reli look quite unslightly and out of place there la..
Den my uncle parked at the paragon dere and wanted to take short cut to mt E..
I dragged him out and make him take the long way instead..
reli don feel comfortable walking ard Paragon in my market clothes..
ok enough.. Back to my little cousin..
He was having a high fever of 39.6!!
aiyo.. He was made to bathe and took x ray..
But after he took his medicine, he was quite ok le la..
He even asked the doctor for a lolipop!
Aiyo..

hU SHUO bA dAo!

BOO.. My beautiful wall is not beautiful anymore...
All the postcards apparently dropped off...
Theres so many holes on the wall! hmph..
Does this implies that good sights don last?
Do fairy tales ending ever exists?
Or everything just ends when the clock struck twelve?
Do happily ever after reli exists on this world?
Or will forever take forever to come?
Heehee..
I made things so complicated suddenly..
ALL BECOS OF A WALL???
Hey.. I am too bored..
and I refused to do my work..
Thats y..
So much rubbish popped into my brain just becos of a wall that was originally dull and white..
All i need is some blue tack..
And the wall could be still as beautiful again..
Yes.. Its definitely that simple..
And here I am whining and complaining away..
Miracles dont just pop out of nowhere..
We created the miracles..
and we can maintain them with more than a little effort..
For people struggling with tests and exams..
Its already a miracle that u and I are still holding on..
Its hard yea..
But always remember that STRESSED are just DESSERTS spelt backwards..
Good luck for ur common tests!
Its gonna be over soon..
ps..
I have a good way to destress..
Raise up ur hands..
Try to squeeze ur head behind ur back to be like a turtle..
Next.. Go look into the mirror..
TADA.. have a good laugh at ur silly look..
haha.. somebody taught me that but i cant seem to rmb who..
If I am not wrong.. I think is Nan hua Principle leh..

Gp common test ytd was bad! The air con broke down la.. hur..
And according to Jimnison, the heat killed our creativity... haha..
Oks.. A lot of ppl din finish the paper.. It was not our fault... So much time was wasted on adapting to the heat!! And the teacher only informed us the time when its times up! many got a shock la..
Paper two was worse lo! Do until halfway.. The air con suddenly blow at us..
Imagine moving from SAHARA TO anTARTICA LA! aiyo...
This time, the teacher was not any smarter.. Congrats to him for giving us a bigger shock!
He actually shouted into the mike! so intelligent.. He actually craeted a scene more extravagant den kallang wave unintentionally.. haha.. When i got a shock and jumped up, i realised i was not e onli one! The whole sch practically did that! wow.. I never felt us being so united before!
oks.. After the test, we were supposed to go for our content module lessons.. We3 were too drained out and thw whole class except shuhui refused to go... our class were joined by many other classes la.. so almost the whole sch pon! haha..
Wondering wad the teacher react when they see the turnout rate.. And i think it is quite impossible to punish the whole sch..
Almost died of 3 1/2 hours of maths lecture today!

I am so broke now la!
My mum and sis won all my money in mahjong a few minutes ago!
hmph!
I got sadder and sadder as the game continues..
My piggy bank got don feel too good too..
It just got thinner and thinner..
hhaa..

LAlalala.. No more stupid chinese lessons today!

Had maths lect today.. Last week, Jerry Chia dismissed us one period earlier as he was sick..

This week.. Mr liao came back.. I think i am beginning to appreciate him as I don even listen to mr chai lecture.. At least Mr liao can attract my attention for the full period and i can understand everything he says.. Last year, I did not pass my lecture test once.. Now.. I already passed 2!

We also had one hr lect today too.. Mr liao was teaching until halfway and i think a lot of the ppl dozed off...

He gave us a 5 min break and started talking to us about his uni days.. He told us the method of studying and was saying we all need at least 7 hrs of sleep a day..

He say we should do a per read and post read of lecture notes so that we would be able to retain the info effortlessly.. True.. If we had listened in lecture.. We wuld not have been doing some fire fighting in the middle of the night reading notes and preparing for tutorials..

Hmm.. maybe i shuld try to follow wad he says and see if it reli helps..

Lesson ended at 1 today..
While waiting for ZT, i went to play badminton with Jiajia, chen Khian, Chye hock. abel and Ailin...
Hhaha.. I am still as lousy as before la..
Dat was not the main point..
We were playing at the pe pouch and the J1s were having their oroentation camp at the synthetic field.. They seems to be having a lot of fun ah..
Suddenly, Mr liao ran over and screamed! The next thing i knew.. hahahahahah.. Abel was going to scream too.. Mr liao threw a water bag at him! And abel was clever enough to use the racket and hit the water bag.. It burst.. And he was all wet from head to toe! muahahhahaha.. mAYBE hes not stupid.. Maybe he just did not have enough time to react la.. Who cares? I know it is just my job to laugh at him.. haha..
okok..
While we were laughing.. Mr liao came back.. WITH MORE WATER BAGS! We ran like mad! He chased like mad! hahaha..
Guess wad? Abel was still the onli wet one in the end!! hhahahaha..
I think hes super suay today la.. He was snapped by Szehing in class today when he asked miss lingling to push the OHT up.. Sze hong said he got time to talk don have time to copy.. hahaha/.. Den the principal catched him for his hair! now.. THIS.. hahahaha//..

Better don laugh too much.. This kind of things is contagious.. I knew it from my experience today! It just happens!

Something scandalous...

As usual, we went up to cafe to rot again.. haha.. All because i refused to go down to help with mass cleaning... So me David and Yi chun were up in the caafe gossiping away while the others were slogging their hearts out in JJ affinity!

We talked a bit about Nan hua and Gan Eng Seng sec.. However.. Our main lead of gossip today was Kua Keat How as we saw him in the cafe today.. In JJ.. We called him Mr tuck- in- to- the- end.. ok.. I realised that he is still as shocking as ever.. While i was telling them wad he did in NaN hUA.. Malcolm-His so called best friend in JJ walked up...

He was a member of e-club and he seriously don look that kind that will talk to ppl like keat how.. Keat how seems to like him a lot and always sticks to him..

And we were discussing all the things keat how did a few tables away from him.. The way Malcolm say about keat how made me laugh like mad la.. haha./.. Keat how told him he wasnt happy in secondary sch and he do not want history to repeat itself... (As if there was any history.. He is still lidat lo..) hahahahha...

okok.. The legend of keat how begins.. Keat how always like to draw stupid cartoon characters and ppl will always tried to fu yan him.. One fine day.. Keat how drew another stupid pix again.. He asked malcolm to see.. So when he turned his head over to fu yan.. hahahahhahahaha.. Wad totally attracted his attention and disgusted him was that keat how put his hands under his pants and was happily digging away! !!!

Den he said keat how super thick skin! He was sitting beside keat how and he felt so pai seh oredi but keat how felt nth! He was still sneezing so loudly away and he is numb to the surroundings.. He keep kicking other ppls legs!

He said the ppl running behind him always cant run.. They will be laughing like mad! haha..
When keat how runs.. The first round he will always be in the first few with his chest up high.. Den at the last round, he will be at the last, his hands below his elbow below his chest, slightly hunched!

At least keat how made one huge contribution! He bonded us together when we were talking bout him! haha..

I just finished typing my blog entry and was going to click the publish Post when my com auto shut down.. ARghs...
So dere goes my whole entry..
so dere goes..
I reli got a bad fright this morning/..
I was teaching my cousin to wrote his name when he ran away and threw something on the paper i was writing on.. Wow.. I still can rmb the smile on his face..
My grandfather started shouting and basic instinct made me jump so high up and scream at the top of my lungs..
CAN U IMaGINE WAD THAT THING WAS???
OH NOOOO..!!
It was a lizard tail.. I reli wan to faint la.. My stupid cousin din know wad was that and he picked it up on the floor...
He was made to bathe immediately of course..
He was so proud of himself that he managed to scrae me and he was chantng happily in the bathroom.. He said he could have thrown the tail at me to give me a bigger shock! I reli wanted to dash in and smack him.. But he was lucky i am still recovering frm my shock.. Not hes dead meat..
Don understand kids nowadays..

I just finished reading outsiders II a few days ago.. Its reli a very nice book.. Very long nv get so addicted to a book le.. Maybe cos i cant even be bothered to hold one..

I learned quite a lot of things from dere..
A lot of things once gone are lost forever.. We cant get them back no matter how hard we try.. Innocence is one of them..
To protect ourselves from the cruel world, we got rid of our innocence and forced ourselves to become stronger.. We forbid ourselves from crying too easily...
To save ourselves from all the hurt, we grew poisonous spikes all over ourselves..
In the process, we are feeling more hurt den ever..

When we finally realised that we are wrong.. It is too late..
We cannot find back the precious innocence anymore..
Much as we wan to.. We cant simply just trust anyone anymore...
Some things I would rather not know.. I seem to know them all now..
Nvm.. I shall pretend i dono them at all..
Maybe we would all be happier if we dono when the troubles are coming..

Between black and white, there is always a grey area..
We cannot reli trust wad we see but we must also use our heart to feel..
We always choose to believe the bad ppl wearing a kind mask... Yet we refuse to believe the kind ppl wearing a bad mask..
Dats life.. So sad, isnt it?

Had my SPA ytd.. Think it was quite disastrous la.. haha..The experiment was totally different from the ones we normally do.. I was like crawling on th floor looking for the marble that jumped away.. like a baby looking for a lost toy..And i had a lot of anomalous data points.. Tried to fake the results but failed.. In the end, had to settle for onli 4 sets of data..

Mr seah reminded us that there is onli 8 months left to As.. He said he used to be motivated by fear.. He would have nightmare that he scored straight F and he would work reli hard.. I am scared too.. But I am not motivated..

Look at my results now.. aiyo.. I ought to b very afraid.. But I am sooo lazy.. I rather don think about my results.. This is so bad!

Went to watch Final destination with ytd..
Din reli want to watch but i went..
I.don.think.I.will watch.such.shows.anymore..

Todays the release of 'A's.
We were made to go to LT5 to watch the live telecast of the J2s getting their results in the hall..
The camera man was lousy.. haha.. I suddenly can picture myself collecting my results at around the same time next year.. I better work hard..

Oh.. Before i stepped into the LT, I saw Jackson at the door.. I din realised he was that funny until Ailin talked about it.. haha..
He stood in front of me.. stretched out his hand.. paused for 2 seconds.. and wished me good luck for my AO chinese! lols..

I gt A for my chi! haha.. so happy..