I don need more of such crazy memories=)

before i realised it.. year 2006 has come to an end already..
and i have been thinking a lot recently..
maybe its becos i sit down and i am too free..

i tot of the past present and future..
throughout these past few years..

the journey of life has been slow but steady..
in one of the interceptions..
our paths crossed and ppl walked into my life..
they add laughter into me and their habits gradually became mine..
and now we've finally reached the two-way streets..
the paths we choose shldnt be the same anymore..
because nth remains the same forever..
even forever will take forever to come..
don promise anything.. i cannot predict tml..
what if friends arent friends anymore?
just rmb the happy memories of today..
nth but the small little things will still gently remind me of ur existence..
BYE BYE..

my job was quite fun but vvv embarassing and tiring..
haha..
but me and rena found a good way to slack our way through..!
we sat down at a fav corner staring at a big ship and her shuai geS!
and ppl will come and ask us wad promotion we have..

got this v stupid part..
we were sitting down..
den i started to yawn..
got a guy walk over and ask for vouchers..
i was still yawning and couldnt react..
except that my eyes became super big from a shock..
so i was staring at him with my super big eyes and a mouth half open!
he din look a single bit like those that will care about those discounts la..
haha..
deb rena quickly handed him the coupons..
and we started laughing like nobodys business.!

and the photos i stole from rena's blog!..

took super a lot of photos on prom nite!
could have taken more but no batt!

Finally done with the make...
while waiting for kah mun and ailin...

Failure photo taken by me!

bored..
and i discovered a figure in front of me..
guess whos that black path??
i took great pains to take this photo ok..
cos it was all dark and i forgot to turn off the flash..

aiya..

someting wrong with blogger..

a lot of photos got eaten up///

blog another time...

Tokyo Juliet is a very nice show!
Theres a lot of pretty clothes inside!
But my sis still cant understand y i am so crazy over wu zun la!
haha..

女孩遇见了一个陌生的男孩。

男孩微微笑，挥挥手。

寒寒暄，聊聊天。

世界似乎只有这两人。

隔着少过十公分的距离，

女孩看见男孩脸颊有很大的青春痘。
.......................................................

慢慢地挣开眼，

四处一片漆黑。

面对着熟睡的其他人，

女孩开始觉悟。

哦。

又在做梦了！

醒来的那一刻，

男孩将从此消失在自己的视线。

I was bloghopping the other day and i realised some blogs are so super boring la!
i just straight away click the little small cross on the top right!
they are just some stupid daily accounts..
if got this morning i woke up and brush my teeth den the essay would be complete liao..
so i looked thru my own entries...
oops.. a little famililar eh..
hahaha.. now i realised its such a bore to read my blog!
lols..
so i try to blog less liao..

but i reli got something to criticise now!
haha..
we went k box and the waitress insisted on taking away the mineral water my uncle brought in away!
i think its so funny la..
its only mineral water lo..!
maybe one day they will say no water allowed and take our water bottles away!

那天，我突然心血来潮，在睡前向姐姐说了声晚安。

那个死女人两眼瞪着我狂笑了起来：‘你疯了吗？’

我想应该是吧。

都忘了最后一次兴致勃勃说晚安是几时了。。

小学？

或许是吧。

其实晚安很容易说啦。

就是后来觉得很无聊。

晚安听起来很没意义，

但它却代表着我这一天的总结。

一个微笑，一个招呼。

是时候放下今天所发生的事.

所有喜怒哀乐到此为止。

明天又会是新的一天。

I think somebody must have stolen my luck away!

I USED to be so so so super heng i couldnt believe its true..
I put money in the for 1 pkt of sweets but 2 will pop out eventually..
The topic that i usually spot for tests normally come out..
I always get wad I wan when i spin niu dans.
In a packet of sweets.. there is a sticker inside 2 sweets..
the pkt was passed ard the class and in the end... I got both of the sweets!
When i am troubled.. all i need to do is to just go and sleep and the trouble just miraculously disappeared!

Now..
I just dono wad to say..
I am always late cos i had to wait at least 30 min for my bus..
sounds a bit ridiculous but its true..
haha..
so this afternoon..
was supposed to have this interview but when i was on the train, i was informed that it was cancelled!
but i still had to meet the agent anyway..
hai..
and i was told to wear formal so i wore sth vvv not me..
and put on high heels lo!
in the end.. the interview was cancelled and my pitiful foot hurts so much..
and the place was so ulu and far away from the MRT station..
i had to walk such a long distance la!
as if it wasnt enough..
it started to rain!
i had to limp in the rain la..
it was such a pathetic sight can..
I wan my luck back!
a little bit will do.!

oh..
but life wasnt that bad yet!
I am still enjoying every single moment of it!
maybe becos i have not started to work and feel stress by it..

I got cheated to watch mo gong ytd la!
i feel so 痛苦 inside the cinema la..
i dont understand y ppl like to watch such movies with no content la..
they are like fighting throughout the movie la..one side wan peace, one side wan to fight..
in the end.. they still fight!
haiz..
i almost fall asleep inside la..
i reli hope i sleep inside la..
so tired la but cannot!
everytime i start to close my eyes den they will start fighting..
den the noise very deafening..
den my eyes will open with shock la!
hai..
after they movie, they keep insisting i dont understand..
i understand of course..
but i think its super duper boring onli..
i knew this was going to happen la..
so i don wan to watch..! but weisheng had already bought the tickets la!
haiz..
sadded..
i spent my 750 to rot in the cinema!

It started with a kiss is quite a nice show..
very sweet and not sad..
but its a little draggy la..
i still prefer e jap version..
cos the characters there cuter lo..
I started watching early early in the morning cos marie wans to watch also..
watch until almost fell asleep..
and now ive finished watching..
i slept for a while and couldnt go back to slp anymore..
imbored!

有时，我突然会开始想。。。
虽然会在脑海里想不少过一千次了，我还是会忍不住。
这样的情节会发生在真实生活中吗？
而我又会不会遇上一个我喜欢只因为他让我说我喜欢你的人？
没理由，就是看到他心就碰碰跳个不停。
我甚至想象不同故事情节发生在自己生上。
但最后还是被自己拉回现实。
我想因该少做白日梦了。

Mr Pandians comments on my phy papers..
lol..






































the bag of rubbish i packed straight after my As..














my birthday cakes!
love the mango tango!

I am a little sad now..
i just decided to watch a love to kill cos i was too bored..
haha.. and it turned out to be quite nice.. unexpectedly..
i am starting to think Rain is so cool and cute all over again..
but i hate the ending..
i hate all sad endings!
they make me so sad la..
sometimes i will wonder..
do such love stories reli happen in real life?

YEAH!
I wan to hao lian to the whole world that my As over!~
muhahaha...

i started throwing all my stuffs and i realised that they can pile up to become one mountain..
this includes my Os stuff la.. maybe i should just burn them up la.. save all of my time..!

its quite fun to go thru my old stuffs some times..
all the silly comments written by Mr Chia and mr pandian..
haha..
Mr pandian will just mark til the 2nd pg and write '' i expect u to fail''
Mr chia will '' Eyes?! where are ur eyes?'' and '' u can go back to kindergarden''
they are so zek ark lars..
unlike my uninteresting JC teachers..
i got F and he could actually say i improve a lot!
last time.. I used to be a F student for physics in sec sch too..
there was this time i have 2 marks.. xt got 2.5 i think..
mr pandian came to me and said sth like u can don come to sch..
''go hold hands with xt and sing i am at the top of the world with xt''
haha.. that the difference btw nh and jj..
the ppl are completely diff..
i quite miss 4/5 sometimes..

oh yes!
i rmb we used to exchange hw to do last time..
i finally found some evidence today!
i was looking thru my file and i discovered a horrible handwriting on my worksheets..
and my name was also written with that handwriting..
muhaha.,. and Mr kam also marked..
and the graeds were all C-.. LOL..
i don do hw last time..
haha.. den the teachers will just write photocopy machines on my paper..
now i am beginning to wonder i survived thru those sec sch days..
i seem to be having fun every day la!

oh..
i cant find the wire to load in the photos..
ah!

I think Iam so suay..
I cant reli believe my luck sometimes..

2 years ago..
my b dae falls on teh actual day of Os..
den last year..
it the day after my chi As..
this year..
it became the eve of As..

I tried v hard not to remind myself that it 1 nov today..
but i came to realise that my house has many traces of it..
my hp screen, my com screen, and the big calender i stuck on the wall..
its so ironic that i couldnt rmb the wad day is it most of the time..
when i don wan to know.. the date just haunts me..
我尽量回避，但每当我看见今天的日期，感触加深。

but luckily today wasnt as bad as i had imagined..
a lot of ppl wished me happy birthday!
happi.. so glad they din forget in the mist of busy preparing for As..
oh yes..
A very big THANK YOU to RENA..
i was reli shocked just now..
and i love the presents!
and my cake..

tmls GP paper and i hope i can do well..
wish me good luck!

我想象自己画了隐形的圈，把喜欢的东西困在里面，把烦恼都锁在外面。

I think its every girls dream to become a princess..
Yet how many can reli become one?
however, it did not stop the girls around the world from dreaming..
they went in search for their princes..

the automatic right to putting a sparkling tiara on their head seems so nice and all..
even if u are not a princess, u can still put a Tiara on ur head of course..
But ppl on the streets will just laugh or mock at the fake 'princess'

and all the fairy tales in the world show that princess and prince are always happy together..
the prince are always so handsome and romantic and soo nice to their dear princess..

and ytd i was flipping thru newpaper and it showed that becoming a princess is not a easy task at all..
there were so many examples of ill- fated princess..

the most famous being Princess Diana..
She was the People's princess and the wedding was celebrated by all..
In the end, there was still no happily ever after all..
王子不爱公主，公主不幸福。
they divorced and Princess Diana died in a car crash..

den there was the Japan Crown princess..
she was under so much pressure to produce a male heir she suffered from depression..

yet these these examples still did not stop all the girls from wanting to marry a prince..
wad are they thinking of?
i dono..
cos after watching princess hours.. i secretly wished i was a princess too!

I ve been rather suay lately..
i always see my bus running away from me..
too lazy to run also and in the end i always ended up waiting a long long long time for my dear bus..
den i was always late nowadays..
its the bus fault.. for not waiting for me and letting me wait!

that day.. i brought my hp charger to sch to charge..
den i happily pluck it in..
when somebody coming to use the classroom, i almost couldnt pull the plug out..
and i also discovered that i din switch on..
how stupid..

dne we found another classroom..
so i decided to wait and observe and see if anybody is coming in..
i waited i waited.,,
nobody came in..
so i pluck it in again..
i din forget to swtich on this time..
but den but den..
as soon as i click the switch ok..
somebody opened the door!
and we had to evacuate again..
]faints!...

i am wondering y u can see this?

Its the last day of sch officially!
lots of photos were taken!



okays..
my mum was complaining that my hair was damn messy when she saw the photos la!
lol..
maybe as compared to last time.. (below)
cut my frindge SOON..
or i hope so..
haha

Zhiting said that the onli reason I existed in this world is for ppl to laugh at..
its reli quite pathetic la..
haha.. but i don care..
laugh all u wan but pls give me a reason..
i wonder y all u ppl wan to laugh at me when i also din do anything..
one very minor action and u ppl wan to burst out laughing...
its reli quite wierd..

I have so much grumbles this mooncake festival!
I cant even see the moon!
yet they say the moon supposed to be rounder than usual years!
i onli see think clouds of smoke..
and den my uncle don allow his kids to play at the playground cos of the haze..
so i also have no excuses to carry lanterns liao..
but i see the happy kids downstairs and i am so tempted leh!

SO..
MUHAHAHAHAH..
































I PLAY WITH MYSELF AT HOME LO!
i din light up the fire of course..

尽情燃烧着。。。















它会说
‘我什么都不想要，
只希望在燃烧时，曾经有过一丁点光辉。
那么就没有遗憾了。’

可樂戒指
星星在天上寫詩 浪漫到放肆 嘴角的吻還微濕 我害羞掩飾
我調整了我坐姿 假裝更矜持 你的緊張 你的攻勢 就像個孩子

你把 我喝完的可樂 拉環當作戒指 輕輕套上了 我 小指
你問 能不能一輩子 那一秒突然 愛上了你 傻傻的固執

我不要你解釋 我不要你發誓
我只要 你記得此刻 你眼裡 我的樣子

愛我不要解釋 愛我不要發誓
這一刻到 世界末日
讓我們 一起把愛 活成最美的鑽石

你把平凡的日子 變成紀念日 永恆變成未來式 男孩變王子
我不要有大房子 不要大寶石 我會珍惜 可樂戒指 永恆的小事

你用 吃完的糖果紙 那是你的方式 默默的寫下 你 發誓
你說 保護我一輩子 那一秒突然 看到了你 背後的雙翅

我不要你解釋 我不要你發誓
我只要 你記得此刻 你眼裡 我的樣子

愛我不要解釋 愛我不要發誓
從此刻到 世界末日
讓我們 一起把愛 活成最美的鑽石

你在等答案
我會對你說yes

My ou xiang wrote this lyrics!
When can i write like him?
maybe a thousand years later?

I am thinking of going to the oct 28 music awards thingy..
becos becos becos I think MAYDAY IS COMING!
haha..
but i think my mum wun let me..
i can still go la but she will niam and niam..
As is onli 4 days away..
and not say my prelim results v good!
and den the ticket not v cheap!
forget it..
i shld stop dreaming..

I realised my blog entries are getting very boring and draggy recently la..
schs ending real soon..
so i shall bring a camera to sch and take loads of photos..!
another day.. when i feel like it..

so just let me continue with my dull life..
WARNING...
its going to be long and just BORING..
i practically go to sch for teachers to suan onli..
ailin said mr sin has something against me and i cant more den agree with her!
ok.. maybe not..
hes just treating me like a kindergarden Kid!

ok.. Mr Sin always has some wierd actions when hes teaching...
eg.. he will spread out his arms or sway his body when he teachs..
and everytime.. onli me and ailin bothered to laugh at him...

he always remind me of the kua zhang version of the talking sunflower in teletubbies!
since he is also very childish.. it may also be his dream to be part of the show!
but i always tot that if he were really the sunflower.. the poor kids watching the show will turn green and most probably vomit out their little biskuits, congee or wadeva they are eating..
and parents will scratch their heads and wonder y..
but when they look at the screen.. they will see a guy trying to act cute and terroising their kids..
the sunflower is obviously much cuter la..!

so.. he cant touch the little innocent children..
So MOE just anyhow let him become a JC teacher just in case they recieve many many complaints that their little chidren are having nightmares of a chao lao sunflower chasing them..
So here he comes..
in a place where students are able to differenciate..
In jc and traumatizing me!

in class today!
''jinling, y r u smiling?''
''See.. jinling is smiling again''

later when we have consultation..
''U wearing contacts?''
''No? where is ur spects?''
'' wad is this?'' he sits on a chair right in front of me and twisted his fingers.....
''THREE!'' he sticks out the third finger..

i can onli laugh..

Sometimes i really wished for a hole for me to hide my face..
or maybe i shall bring a plastic bag with 2 holes cut neatly just for me to see thru..
its econs again la!
Mr Seah is trying very hard to be funny again..
I can never appreciate his effort..
ok..
he was talking about mcqs qn and that they are sth taht we need to practice a lot a lot..
''SO jinling.. Did you practice?''
'' Huh yaya'' i tried to fu yan him..
'' see jinling got practice''
derek was sitting beside me '' Oh.. its because she got company mah''
'' HuH.. COMPANY? but her 男朋友 din do well leh''
and the whole class turned to look at me again!
and of course they laughed like nobodys business..
and not to forget that seah laughed the loudest himself again!
I dono y..
i laughed with them...
i should be crying la..
I repeated at least a thousand times i don like him la..
he don like me la..
we are not even frens lo!
don know y ppl always link us together la!
hmm!
i reli felt like killing derek la..
He even asked me to bribe him so that he wun tease me!
*roll my eyes..

I can finally understand why mr sin says i improved a lot!
its all becos onli 11% of his class passed physics..
61.1% got F!
muhahahah.. I got a high F!
maybe he is sincere and not trying to be zek ark afterall..

but its still not a good thing..
i am going to be real busy this and next week..
got a lot of forced consultations by Mr sin himself and another physoc teacher..
Sian..

再过几天又是中秋节了！
我的心情也没特别兴奋。
从来不爱吃月饼而且也过了拿灯笼的年龄。

看着小孩兴致勃勃，
我突然怀念起十年前的那个中秋！
那时，我只不过八岁。

每天嚷着要买灯笼。
到了中秋，就把灯笼那拿出来，
然后拿去和月亮比较，看谁比较亮。
不然我们这几个小家伙就会嬉戏在一起。

勾勾手， 盖手印，说好明年中秋还是要在一起。
我曾经以为我们会这样在每个中秋一起玩，一起闹，一起一直到老。
我曾经认为世上真的有天长地久。
我曾经如此天真。

现在，我紧紧捉着这心里经得起岁月痕迹的纯真。
真的不多了。
我怀念中秋节，
但我最想念的是那童真而没有烦恼的笑容。

儿童节快乐！

oh..
i got back my GP paper today!
failed my essay again..
i went a little out of point and my ideas were too simplistic..
haiz..
as a result, i have to go for GP consultation on mon..!
I DON WAN..
GP's boring/..
but wad can i do?

aiya..
I think Mr seah reli has sth against me la..
this is wad happened in class today....
''Jin Ling.. explain qn 4 to the class''
as usual, the class is quite noisy..
''class.. keep quiet..''
''i know zong wei is not ard, but just listen to her''
By then, the whole class burst into laughter..
I was speechless..
''Sorry ah.. Sometimes, someone has to sacrifice for the welfare of the whole class''

RA..
if onli i could kill Mr seah..

My tagboard is a bit cranky so i changed it!
So pls make sure u TAG...
TAG people TAG!...

Jia Jia keep eating and eating..
I am bored..
Sooooooooooooo....























Jia Jia- Is -So-Greedy!
Thats the second set of zinger burger meal that she ate for the day..
But somehow.. she still seems to enjoy it sooooooo much!

went library to mug with jia jia and zhiting today!
we went out to eat and when we came back.. we found this warning note on the table that tell us not to leave our things lying ard..
we just laugh and shrug it off..
haha..
but after a while.. a guard came along and said he wanted to talk to us..
he wanted to take note of our ic cos we were taking up the seats and somebody complained!!!!
dono who so bo liao/..

i realised my teachers are getting so zek ark to me nowadays la..

first, it was mr sin..
before he gave me back my physics paper..
he said i improved a lot..
hes super shocked and that i proved him wrong..
and in the end.. I got an F..
and on one of the qn..
he actually wrote down its amazing jinling!
hes mad..

and den as if it wasnt enough.. mr seah joined him..
cos he was going thru the mcq ans and discussing whether steel or some other option will be most suitable to be oligopoly..
den he saw me talking and asked '' yes jinling.. did u choose option B?''
i replied no..
and i tot its the end of story..
'did u get the qn correct''
''no''
'den wad did u choose?''
i got a little embarassed and opened my mourth again 'diamond'
'HUH! DIAMOND! wa! u love diamond so much huh.. ask ur bf buy for u la..''
and den some stupid person shouted the stupid name loudly..
''huh! still him ah''
and he laughed the loudest himself..
...
after 10s, he looked at me..
'' pls dont be offended.. i am onli joking..''


haiz...

The banquet

i am quite disappointed with The Banquet..
its boring..
oh wells..
U may say i dono how to appreciate..
but i reli don understand..
the director loves blood so much i see them every ten min..
mind u.. a huge pool of them!
Its better to watch the preview onli..
at least its not draggy..
Daniel Wu is also not as shuai inside..
oh..
and he died..

微笑其实一点都不难

我发现：身旁的人越来越少微笑了。

取代而之的总是为了明天的烦恼。
为了明天的大考担心。
考试完了又要为还没拿回的成绩费心。
那么有多少时间才能真正开心？
那天，我明明很兴奋。
考试最后一天了ｌｅｈ．
兴奋却莫名的被几个黑脸覆盖。
他们说觉得自己会不及格。
　　－＿－
我有一点想打他们的冲动。
好像不想考试会死。

微笑其实一点都不难。
只要为今天而活，明天的事明天解决咯。
反正天都还没塌。
我觉得月亮最聪明。
尽管夜多黑，
因为知道明天又会是白天，
而无时无刻挂着微笑。

人要是倒立起来，苦瓜脸最终还是会变笑脸。
不能倒立就照镜子吧！
=（/=）

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今天我很无聊，惠玲她知道！

My prelims over~!
and i have nothing better to do now!
I really had to lot of things to do during prelims one lo..
but those don interest me anymore..
A love to kill sucks la..
i was looking at the first episode and i still dono wads its talking about towards the end lo..
i watched until i wanted to smash the tv!
its true and i am so not exaggerating..
kah mun say as long as the lead is so shuai and it doesnt matter..
i agree with her at first..
but hey..
its reli a horrible show..
i was so bored..
i saw someone fall off a building and my mum and i actually burst out laughing..
he was lookimg at a screen and he walked forward and he fell down！
HOW KUA ZHANG!

lalal..
went to harbour front warehouse with my sis today!
some of the things reli quite cheap..
we bought a digicam and my sis bought a pink LG phone..!
haha.. at almost half the price!
but i think my sis v stupid..
we were discussing bout LG phone..
den she was saying that LG service centre in geylang den v mafan..
den the sales person dere got a shock and said he din know geylang got a service centre..
he pointed to the brochure and said onli red hill and suntec got..
and my sis still insisted her fren brught it there!
den suddenly it struck her that her fren phone was pan tech! not LG..
i immediately showed her a sian diao face.. -_-
...
hMM.. and i saw that guy um chioing to himself..

the samsung phone i liked cost 500 plus!
so i left it alone at the counter!
haha!
we are already a few hundred dollars poorer...

dne my sis wan to buy this ipod nano for me..
but nvm la..
its not v cheap..
its an guilty indulgance any way..
i don reli need la..

both my sis and I have a v big problem..
we always open up our piggy banks into half a month..
den we nv fail to get a shock..
haha.. the moneys gone and we dono wad we spent on..
ytd..we try to recall and recall but to no avail of course..
i don reli care la.. see le, shocked le, den go off to sleep le..
buy my sis so kua zhang..
she took out this calculator and tried to even think of wad she eat for the whle of last week..
'oh.. I bought a cup of milo after my dinner also!'

i shook my head..
i am not that free..

i dono y..
i am not stressed at all..
i seemed to be quite satisfied with the fact that i am not studying somemore!
HELP !

Its Friday~!
I am soooooo tired...
I hate prelims!
I don like study..
oh wells.. as if i studied hard..
anyway.. i have two more papers to go..
For GP..happiness is elusive.. it is unattainable.. DYA..
Who says so!
at least i am a happy girl on thurs!
I am finally discharged!
yeah.. no more check-ups!
my dear bones matured...
this means i wun grow taller anymore!
it is indeed quite ironic la..
while others are complaining they are not growing any taller..
i am secretly praying for it to happen to me..
lalalallaal..
and my mum bought A love to kill vcd!
haha.. Rain is so shuai!
i am reli quite amused ytd la..
we were on the taxi and the uncle was talking happily to my mum..
i reli cant be bothered la..
but i heard him asking my mum to guess his wife's hospital bills!
den he go into his sons having this england girlfren..
blah blah..
most if the time... he was quite self-entertaining la//..
but den but den..
the onli line that amused me was the time i was prepareing to get out of the taxi............................................................................................................................................................................................

OH! I FORGOT TO TURN ON THE METER!
hahahahahhahahahaha
can u imagine?
at least i cant..

i wan to buy goong's teddy bear!

I have decided to stay home today case i meet someone like him in the library again..
hes mad.. hes crazy.. hes nuts... hes a lunatic!
Who in the world wuld choose to go library to talk anout their life story in the library..
except him..
and he was talking so loudly i was sitting 1 m away i culd hear!
happily flirting with 2 girls and later went on to gossip about other guys..
the best part was he was so full of expressions..
me and zt were staring hard at them..
they knew but just wun stop all their nonsense!
oo.. and we happen to see him twist his fingers!
yuk yuk..

ks..
i did something stupid AGAIN!
i met lingling in the library and was happily talking to her until she pointed upstairs and said her sis was dere..
i was like huh..
and she omg omg,.,
yes.. i was actually talking to yingying and i tot she was lingling!~
haiz..
i think this si not the first time la..

Lifes unpredictable..
u nv know wads going to happen the next day..
if u gonna waste time thinking and worrying about wads going to happen tml..
y not start taking action this very moment and create ur own tml?
Don wait til tml..

funny things always happen when i am with zt in the library..
so this morning..
zt kept insisting on charging her mp3..
den there was this guy at the plug dere..
and we asked to swop//..
but the guy was using his laptop..
den zt keep looking to see if he was leaving..
den he started packing up and everything//
den zt was soo excited..
den he came up to ask us to help us look after his stuffs!
i dono y but i keep thinking that he said hes leaving and we can sit dere now!
and i actually replied thank you!
omg..
after a few seconds..
i was still wondering y i said that..

haha..
den we went out for lunch..
when we came back the table was empty!
zt said sth like he gone le!
at that same moment,.. he floated past us//!
aiyo.. so sia suay can..

but after a while his fren came and he left..
before he left, he went up to say hes leaving and byebye!
so funy la!

met zhiting at JE library to study today~!
she was late o..
when i was happily sitting on the bus, she called and said she just woke up..
luckily i din wait to long, not shes dead!

the most important thing to do at JE..
niu dan..
Well.. i wasnt v lucky today..
in fact, I was sooooo suay!
i put my first coin in and it got stuck!
1 dollar cheated..
so i tried to spin another machine for myself..
i felt a little giddy..
its 2 dollars and wad did i get???
look below.....




AN EMPTY NIU DAN!
goodness gracious!
after that, i gave up hope..
all my good lucks gone..
i asked zt to help rena spin..
not bad la..
got eeyore..
i went back the the machine and checked!
and i got another niu dan..


and we slowly strolled to the library entrance..
and wad did we see again?
look below..





according to zt..
it was the great spore sale!..
kz..
i am reli tired now..
shall not continue..

I like blogging in chinese..
I like playing around with chinese words..

buts its time to stop..
i got 13 marks for my Gp essay!
how can I improve but to write more?
oh wells.. I reli deserved it..
it was a horrible essay..

aiya..
i allowed my com to distract me again..
i cant stay at home..
i will just rot my time away..
prelims is coming real soon but i dont feel any pressure..
is that good or bad?

i was flipping thru the toy'r'us brochure just now and i got myself so fascinated with the toys!
alrights.. it has been quite some time since i last step into one..
in my era.. i was still playing with doughs and barbie dolls..
and i onli get to have a toy once in a blue moon by whining and crying..
kids nowadays dont even have to do that..
they just have to stay at home and their parents will come home with all the high tech toys after work!
lots and Lots of toys..
when they get tired of the old toys, new ones will come..
I am so jealous of them..
who says kids dont have childhood nowadays?
they have all the toys in the world..
who says kids are too stressed?
yea..
stressed by the fact that they don know how to make a choice to which toy they shld play with..
the onli stress comes in after the kids have gone past their childhood..
the stage when they become teenagers and get stuck in an awarkard position btw having fun and studying..
i am stuck now..

if onli i am still a kid..
I wan all the prviledges of a kid!
i just don wan to grow up..

不同角度的天使。

曾经曾经有人说：
爱你的人就像在天空飞翔的天使，
为了爱你折断翅膀，降落在人间。
不要伤害他们，因为他们没有翅膀飞回属于他们的天国。

可是你从不知道，
在爱你的人眼里，
你也是最棒的天使。
所有缺点都变成最可爱的优点。

简简单单的我爱你。。。
却会要人命。
他让人受尽煎熬，
甚至睡不着。
脑里明明想躲避，
心里又有异议。

看你想着他，天天对着自己傻笑。
就算呼吸着同一栋楼的空气也觉得特别幸福。

我清楚知道。
朋友，你中了爱情的毒。
要勇敢一点哦！

决定，肯定，相信

假如对别人宽容是对自己自私，
那么对自己宽容是对别人自私？

我们到底因该多自私？
我愿自己是对别人自私的。
真的。

好累。
无所谓，
世上不可能有绝对。

再想象。。
如果先前没有希望，
就没有因为希望被毁灭的绝望。

所以，
因为害怕受伤，不敢往前在人海茫茫。
一味的往后退又何尝是我们生存的意义？

我会带着希望，至少不会有遗憾！

because of rena..
i have extra mu mas to sell..!
sianz..















Oh..
the minnie is not available anymore~!

went to sch to celebrate teachers day today!
it was raining heavily in the morning and i tot there was no more yoga!
and den it began to drizzle..
and den they decided that yoga shld start..
and den we broke a record..
haha.. i made many wrong moves la..
hope the tv crew don catch me..
and den the whole sch started cheering like nobody business..
i forgot the lines and had to mouth!
haha.. but i got throw the cap into the air!
and the ppl wun stop throwing..
they picked up and throw again!
our sch ppl always auto high.. i dono y..

after that, the J2s went up to the concert..
to the whole sch, the concert may be interesting/..
but to me..
Let it be noting but a big body moving ard..
I can onli see chye hock and he blocked all my view..
at first i still bothered to move my neck about to catch a glimpse la..
in the end i just gave up..
he moves so much can..

haha..
after sch i went to study ion the library!
i am finally studying...!
its a bit late but better den nth!

Tada!
its the sch hoilidaya again!
yeah!
i better wake up..
i better MUG hard..
seriously..
i dono how i survived my J1..
when i wan to refer to my notes..
they are either incomplete or practically blank..
Tsk..
den today was doing the physics mock paper..
it was actually a A level paper..
but i din know how to do..
feel so lost!
sian..
Praying for a miracle to happen.!

hur..
as exams period gets nearer..
i think everybody is getting a little stressed up..
some people are getting irritating..
some just become intolerant..

and so when they come together..
and the vocano just erupted!
they dont see eye to eye..
and den conflicts happen..
and we start to bear grudges against one another..
and den things wun be the same anymore..
and yar dar ya dar..

so the morale of the story: Talk less and study more!!..
Offend less people and get better results!

I hate tests

Your Passion is Pink!

You're the type of woman that would never get described as passionate... Oh but you can be passionate at times - you just don't let it show. Your passion most shows through in your sweet and optimistic attitude. And chances are, most people are very passionate about you Saturday, August 26, 2006 I was reading ah shin blog and i had a sudden urge to blog in chinese.. it has been years since i last write a chinese word! the way he uses the words/.. wa.. I am in awe! I aspire to write like him! muahahah.. oh wells.. maybe a thousand years later.. Friday, August 25, 2006 sometime ago, I paid 45 dollars to do this 16PF strongly encouraged by my teacher to determine wad kind of jobs suits my character.. Its supposed to be very accurate la.. 45 dollars leh! haha.. in the end.. i realised that.... my personal lifestyle patterns are similar to persons who express interest in the following career field: =Performing Arts =Fashion Occupations directly related to my unique activity interest: Artist, Fine, social worker, advertisig excutive, attorney,ski instructor, writer, Fitness instructor I told my mum about it and she keep saying no future.. I got a bit annoyed and asked her to stop and she insisted to ''help'' me analyse! Obviously, it wasnt very helpful and i had to force myself to turn deaf temporary.. Nth good ever comes out frm her.. I am used to it.. Although wad she say is true.. I refuse to hear.. she always drown all my burning enthusiam,.. oh.. theres also this 6 pages long report! my classmates onli got 5 pages! haha.. My money is more well spent den them.. some parts quite funny.: =may at times want to avoid taking on difficult situations and problems, sinceshe tend to believe that only partial solutions to them can be expected =seems to have active imagination =too preoccupied with her idea and thoughts =at times, she may use up energy to the extent that she may not be able to put her ideas into action. =seems to have a strong need to be with and around others den i realised my character all very extreme.. ppl one somewat in the middle.. my bar will stretch all e way.. for eg.. btw tolerant of disorder and perfectionst.. my bar filled up the whole gap for tolerant of disorder! perfectionist zero! self control also zero! lalalalala.. don u ever try to control me.. its nv possible.. one day i will fix a pair of wingd and fly away~! Thursday, August 24, 2006 hohoho.. This morning.. while walking to the track for morning assembly.. there was this familiar guy.. he stared at me.. and i stared back.. he smiled and i smiled back.. haha//.. i knew i knew him but it has been like so many years since i last saw him.. I always pretended not to know anyone which i nv talk to for mare than a few years,., also dono wad to say anyway.. so we were Pri 1 to 4 classmates.. I actually rmb his name ok! haha.. I think its becos he always bully me last time.. and we were quite close.. dono y.. I can onli rmb the names of ppl who always bully me.. haha// Maybe to take revenge one day.. u may be shocked yes but in my head.. i had had a clear picture of the girl who always bully me in nusery.. hohoho.. btw.. and he was soooooooooooo shocked i rmbed! haha.. i think partly is becos he don rmb my name also la.. 10 min later.. i was walking with my classmates to the classroom den i heard 1 person calling jinling loudly.. and it was him.. hahahahhahaha.. like my name v nice to call lidat.. it feels wierd.. reli.. like some sort of reunion.. like that kind of century had passed that feeling.. like a picture of friends being separted by war den meeting again many years later.. haha..but we never cry la.obviously.. all my childhood memories all coming back to me.. they were so real yet some i refused to acknowledged.. \cant believe i did such retarded things last time.. noe they just bring laughter and smiles on my face! Friday, August 18, 2006 I went to collect my phone ALONE today! I nv get lost oo.. haha.. This is a big achievement! alrights.. On the way home on the bus.. 3 tanglin students board halfway.. They were opposite facing me.. They were talking about going to JCs.. girl A; Nj SA not bad.. girl B; AC for rich ppl go de.. A; worst come to worst we go PJ lo.. C; JJ also can B;JJ onli rubbish go dere.. Er.. By that time, i was staring hard at them! I was in my sch U lo.. and dey were talking so loudly.. duh/.. oh ya.. lessons ended at 1030 today cos got blackout.. so i rotted in sch til one! Tuesday, August 15, 2006 I have been spinning niu dans lately.. haha.. reli broke le.. den still have to pay artd 50 dollars for my phone repair la! ohg.. and my prom cost 45 dollars! at suntec ballroom.. still thinking whether i shld go.. last prom.. hmm.. oh yes.. The stupid niu dan mavhine cheated my money.. i was still like telling jiajia i would get eeyore cos i am feeling lucky! the end i turn and turn and the niu dan nv came out.. kz.. so i went back today and wanted to spin! on the bus I saw thick lips.. how can my luck be any better rite? guess wad happened?/ the whole niu dan machine was gone! NO MORE! .... but i quite heng today also la.. i try the mu ma machine and got a eeyore.. hahaha.. Saturday, August 12, 2006 I am proud to announce that i have finally finished watching princess hours! its sooooooooooooo nice.... Though it made me a little depressed.. when i finished watching.. It means i have to start mugging hard liao! jia you jia you! wish me good luck! THIS SI HILARIOUS! Intro This is a conversation with the legendary skin as thick lips i have been niaming about.. hes reli crazy.. But v funny.. oh wells.. Silly Boy hello Silly Boy how r u? JiNn,..,. huh.. Silly Boy ooo JiNn,..,.,.. u c me in sch everyday wad.. Silly Boy as in u looked glum most of the time Silly Boy so was a bit werid Silly Boy so try to find out ya i think hor JiNn,..,.,.. no.. i dont look glum all the time.. hahah wad u think? lol Silly Boy orh no la..just thing ailin they all a bit nth to do n u kind of being stressed by them that was wat i tot initially irritates u hohoho but hor i think partly they finds it thrillign becos ur reaction a bit big lol JiNn,..,.,.. er Silly Boy er.. no offence la JiNn,..,.,.. nono Silly Boy glad to hear that Silly Boy haha kz cheer up!!loll now A lvl more impt rite? JiNn,..,.,.. oh ya.. i dont like u.. ya.. so u don reli need to feel wei qu can,.. Silly Boy orh JiNn,..,.,.. ya Silly Boy ya i was previously now i think sorted things out more le JiNn,..,.,.. i heard,, Silly Boy really? Silly Boy haha JiNn,..,.,.. YES Silly Boy i think it's been hard on u too but it's time for the girls to be serious for it's not very helpful at this period but anyway JIA YOU! :) JiNn,..,.,.. thanks Silly Boy welcome so late still not slping yet? JiNn,..,.,.. no Silly Boy hmm k c u tmr then turn in early i going off le JiNn,..,.,.. byebye Silly Boy hungry ok bye nitex I dono y but i have this feelking he dont believe i dont like him that night.. true enough... hahahahaha... THE NEXT DAY I was talking to my classmate.. JiNn,..,.,.. i think he reli mad la. i told him i don like him and he dont sem to believe lo.. ... haha den he ask me to concentrate on my studies.. Poursuivant - your subtleties... haha ya he told me tt he said he settled with u liao tt night walao! he like wan to tell the whole world he don like me lo.. when i dont even like him la.. haha.. if murder wasnt a crime... he would be out of y sight by now liao.. hohohho he heng ah.. Friday, August 11, 2006 i dont understand.. why do people always come to a conclusion b4 getting the facts right? and when this happens, they dont usually change their mind easily.. if onli ppl feel with their heart.. if only they werent deceived by the masks.. I hate it when ppl dont make a effort to find out the truth.. amd den they just act unreasonbly.. ... oh wells.. wadever.. I don care.. Am going to close my eyes and shut my ears.. My mouth too.. went to meet my sis at JE today to repair the phones.. we met Zhiting.. and she actually commented that we look alike.. My sis treat it as a major setback la.. and she keep niaming all teh way and wanted to kill zhiting.. hahaha.. phone booth are so hard to find nowadays la.. both of our phones coincidentally got no batt! and we walked miles before we found one in a pathetic corner.. and we looked like we wan to devour the phone when we found it! haha Thursday, August 10, 2006 i am starting to have dreams! I used to take one step at a time last time.. thats not reli right la.. so now i am starting to think.. wad will i be? a writer? I can be a jounalist! since i like gossips so much, I can write articles myself.. It seems fun to interviews all those superstars la! a entreprueneur.? neh.. I dont have the capital.. designer? its like quite fun to design sth rite? but i better wake up to reality.. I dont have the talent.. artist? I do like to doodle and scribble when i m free.. But cant make a living out of it la.. wedding planner..? HAahha.. I do hope to plan the most romantic wedding.. But its for myself only.. where do i find so many ideas? Its good to have a dream so that u can strive for it la.. Dreams make us fly without wings.. thats y i am still on the ground looking for a direction to head to.. hmm.. You Are An INFP The Idealist You are creative with a great imagination, living in your own inner world. Open minded and accepting, you strive for harmony in your important relationships. It takes a long time for people to get to know you. You are hesitant to let people get close. But once you care for someone, you do everything you can to help them grow and develop. You would make an excellent writer, psychologist, or artist. What's" Your Personality Type? Tuesday, August 08, 2006 Todays the last yr i will be celebrating national day in sch! This year.. I felt something different.. It was a feeling of confusion mixed with a weeeny bit of sadness.. I cant explain why too.. It just feels like I am going into adulthood soon and there is going to be no more celebrations in the next cht of my life.. I din realise that time flies.. hmm.. We are all growing up.. a lot of things are not the same! nvm.. haha.. i am stilla s childish as ever.. my mum bought the princess and mickey stamps for me and i am so happy! lalalalal.. Be jealous of me! Saturday, August 05, 2006 I have been torturing my eyes with princess hours again! now i got a little headache.. haha.. Its soooooooooooooooooooo nice.. I wuldnt wan to stop if my bro don wan to watch tv... i din touch my books today but i think its perfectly alright cos i studied with Rena ytd! Cheers! and today my ah gong tried to repair the spoilt window.. And the whole family is like trying to stop him cos we simpy know he cant make it.. And my uncle called him 'zhuan- xiu- huai window' instead of zhuan-xiu huai window' apparently he thinks hes v funny and keep laughing to himself.. er.. its reli quite funny but its so mean can.. true enough.. After a few knocks and unsucessful attempts.. My ah gong decided to go and sleep.. When he woke up, i was in the toilet and he switched off the whole electrical supply and i had to rewatch that particular episode! Friday, August 04, 2006 Oh ya.. my brother and me have been looking forward to my sister coming back from thailand.. sad to say la.. Its not reli becos we miss her but we were more interested in our Thai goodies.. My sis came back with a lot of clothes.. She bought 39 pieces for herself! so kua zhang.. hahah.. and she brought back the keychain i kept niaming her to buy a few days she flew off.. She keep insisting its v ex as the price of one keychain could buy a shirt there! and guess wad!? My horrible brother saw and he took the cutest away! walao.. I wanted to fight with him la! black devil leh.. and she bought back posters! of soccer team.. she tot me and rena like kaka so she brought us one each! Hes shuai la but we dont reli like him! haha.. so deres two kaka posters on my wall! hes so shuai.. And my bro YES HIM AGAIN! He took the england team poster.. still dare ask me for blue tac! she bought a lot of other cute things back la... but they don interest me as much and deres nth interesting to blog about! I met valerie to collect the birks slippers! it wasnt as nice as i had expected la.. But v cheap.. after val return me the money.. the pair costs ard 60 bucks! I hate tests Took Gp and econs essay test these few days.. As expected.. They were disastrous~! haha.. For gp essay.. I write until halfway and realised i have nth to write.. So i tried to score my language points.. and was trying to squeeze the vocab words miss ling give.. Since i learnt them. dont waste rite.. So in the end.. Essay test became constructing sentences test for me.. obviously.. I am not wonderwomen.. I did not manage to finish the paper la.. And i think the sentences got a bit problematic and don reli link la.. I expect the marker to laugh like crazy but i dont care~! Econs essay is not any better.. I din finish too.. haha.. no la.. I nv try to act smart and construct sentences la.. I was trying to reproduce from the notes though.. It wasnt a smooth delivery.. I tot hard//.. I tot long.. only rubbish came out..! Tuesday, August 01, 2006 Rahs.. I am having headache again! I believed it wasnt natural.. It was ignited by too much anger! AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH.. Feel like screaming now.. I hate when ppl wake me up when i am sleeping and normally i wuldnt wake up no matter wad! and today my dad forgot to bring his keys.. and he wun stop calling the house phone.. oh wells.. I picked up the phone... After a short while, my mum came home and i tot i could go back to slp! BUT NO!!!!!!! My mum had to drag me up to open the door when she herself wasnt doing anything!~ so i was awoken and decided that i might as well go do some work... den for no reason, my mum had to hit my head with a bolster! Den i couldnt study anymore and had to come up here to vent my frustration.. hahaha... Actually that was my excuse for not studying.. But i reli think she quite bo liao la! Sunday, July 30, 2006 Boohoo.. I am having a headache now.. And my eyes hurt.. and i din do anything work during the weekend! The 2 square boxs in my house are distracting me.. Haha.. and if u are wondering wad.. My com and TV la.. Princess hours is nice! But it reminds me of full house! I onli like the scenes when prince and princess are present! The others onli make me feel like sleeping.. They are so cute la! but quite sad also.. Its about this arranged marriage that both opposed but still got married in the end cos the prince liked this other girl and was rejected! But they arranged to divorce a few yrs later la.. But the princess fell in love with the cool cool prince later.. And she got into this sad sad mood cos she knew the prince liked this other girl.. And the girl told her she wan the prince back.. Later she was so depressed she refused to eat.. den the prince xin teng and realised he got a bit like her also! and he refused to allow her parents to take her home to recuperate cos he was afraid she wun come back.. oh ya.. theres anotehr cute prince who likes the princess.. Subscribe to: Posts (Atom) 追星 梦想是。。一张车票，地点是永远。 Jin Ling Very blur. Very stupid. Very funny. Extreme sarcastic. tag Links Ben Esther Kahmun Marie Pearlie Rena Shouzhen SIhui Stella Zhiting My Blog List 阿信最爱★五月天放大假 Blog Archive ▼  2009 (11) ▼  May (2) Shifted! 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