I dono,.. DON ASK ME..!
Did i use up all my good luck or the bad luck is here to stay?
Den why is it that good luck just don grow and bad luck cant seem to go away..

I don understand..
Must we always show that we are sad on our face?
I am thinking of a thousand ways to smile now..
it stops me from thinking any further.,
So.. wad do i do now?

我不懂。
哭过了，冷却了，却不能飞。

LAZY!

My mum was complaining she had 3 lazy kids..!

I was thinking about it..
and my conclusion was

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The three kids have a lazy mum!

as simple as that..

I am back form the chalet!

it was mostly bbq and mahjong onli la..

i hope rena enjoy herself!

oh.. and i think i nv reli say happy birthday to her!

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

People say a picture says a thousand words!

I wan to believe its true..

hahahah...

soooooooo...

BBqing..

and i was trying to imitate Rena when shes taking pic!

My legs look so fat besides michelles la..!

i wan to jian fei..

MAHJONG!

Don ask me!


I also dono wad i looking!


i Looked super fat and horrible!





Too DUI LIAN to show my face!





Birthday girl and her cake!

And her and her present!

SO CUTEEEEEE hor...

er.. I mean her pooh bear!

Hee! This photo is so pretty cos I took it!

I know by then you can tell we were reli bored early in the morning when everybodys still in bed!

We were acting like chickens when our lunch came..

but bu xiang!

Maries Sian face!

hahah.. she called the reception saying we wan to check out le..

and the person asked her to hold on..

she hold and hold..

and theres no sound!

so she continued holding!

when she heard voice again..

the person recepionist had pressed the door bell and talked to her in person!

so retarded..!

I know this photo vvv random la..

but it was taken at the chalet...

haha..

piak and mich were saying i looked better with short hair..

other ppl think otherwise..

so i dono if i m right to cut..

she like use 5 min to cut away the hair ive grown in 5 months!

haha..

tired and lazy..

shall blog another day..

Most important of all..!

Next life

If I were to choose..
In my next life, I wanna be a tree, or grass or flower..
Oh whatever, just let me be a plant..
I see they have nothing to worry about..
My point is they dont need to think of where to go, wad to do and how to do it..
People fuss over their choices..
Which direction to head towards and how to fnd a way out etc...
Stuck firmly to the ground, the only thing for plants to do is grow..
And obviously, the only direction for them to go is up..
And because everything on top is empty, they don even need to care about growing up..
They just grow as they like..
No troubles involved..
They just shift themselves to a straegic location to enjoy as much sunlight as possible..
And they just stay put dere until they whiltered and die..
When they die, they dropped to the ground and act as nutrients for other plants..
No brain cells involved.

Come this monday, my bummer days will be over!

jump

Should I go? Should I go? Should I go?
Or rather.. Anybody wan to go?

Oops..!
I screwed it up again..

The day started non peacefully with thunder, lightning and heavy rain this morning..
sorry to those who work but I love it because its such a good weather tug myself under the blanket and go back to sleep once again!

So i woke up again at 8 plus thinking wad shall i find myself to do..
and decided to fiddle ard with the scanner my mum dug out from the storeroom..!
i tried a few times but the scanner wun work la..

And at this point, my sis had to want the plug for her hp charger!
so i tot nvm!
i let her use it first since the scanner don work!
switched off the com, took out the plug and plug it into another hole..
and den BOOM! I saw gas coming out la..
and the room was in darkness..
and my sis came screaming in the room saying the phone line was cut off la..
den she started niaming lars..
she should be glad she still can niam la..
the plug could have exploded lo..

and i called my mum for help....

me: eh.. jie's phone no batt.. house phone cannot use.. mine left half a batt.. hurruy and tell me where is the main switch..

mum: theres one inside and one outside

me: i know where is the outside one.. switch on already.. but cant find the inside.. where is it hur?

mum: inside lor..

me: ya but where?

mum: inside is inside lor!

me: ok.. nvm.. byebye..

i think if i talk somemore to my mum, the one on fire will be me lar..
the house no fan v hot liao, she making me hotter!

So.. to prevent ourselves form dying of heat..
we tot of our escape plans!
she shall go to library to study and i shall go look for my ah ma..!
utilise their electricity instead!
since we are abandoning the house.. we brought our valuables along!
my sis (laptop).. me ( a set of vcds)
muahha..

those days

Those days..

We have nth except innocence, joy and laughters..

but that is the time we are the happiest?

Can I go back to the days when there are no tears, no more sadness and no more worries for tml?

当时的我们，就真的觉得这就是幸福了。

现在的我却想回到从前，把时间停留在长大前的那一天。

That day, we had this unexpected guest in our house!

And he made a lot of noise in my brothers room!

I walked in and i saw i saw.................................. A BABY BIRD!

It was just sitting on the window grills of my brothers room and chirping non stop!

And i happened to see it fall into a big hole in the corner..!

And my mum rescued it!

its so tiny and cute la!

and we tot it would be hungry!

So my sis cut an apple!

But it continued chirping!

Den after a while, to our amazement..

it started flapping its tiny wings and tried to fly..

it flew near the towel and SHITTED!

and luckily the shit missed the towel by a few milimetres and landed on the floor..

in the end it flew away la!

damn sian diao...

to think i tot it couldnt fly..

Ok..

That wasnt the main point of this entry!

The bird sort of made my brother realised we lack some life in the house..

Not that my family very dull la..

We can onli be damn zek ark to each other and laugh at all the silly things..

But we cant possibly cuddle each other and go : ''OOO .. SO CUTE!'' rite?

yes.. We do have some STUPID fishes that onli remain in the tank and i remain on the ground.

Interaction is minimal..

And i think i mentioned b4 the onli time I am ever interested in them is onli when there is this lessons on fishes not closing their eyes even when they sleep..

And i started staring at them..

Observing them even at night..

And den i got so not fascinated anymore and leave them alone again..

Now comes the MAIN POINT!

My brother decided to take a walk at the pet shop!

And we have 5 adorable hamsters in the house now!

Yeah!

HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY! =)

Jump!

yeah! jump!
我们常常开心地跳。
难过时为何不跳？
是因为害怕强忍着的泪水会在那一瞬间奋不顾身地滑落脸颊吗？
那闪闪发光的珠宝一落下，之前所有的努力将功亏一篑。
自己的脆弱将一览无遗。
对吧？

最近的我怪怪的，心情起伏好大。
常常哭也常常跳哦。
曾经感觉每盏门都在我面前关上了，哪里都走不进去，根本也看不到出口。
所以难过地哭了。
可是哭过后又会因几件小事觉得幸福。
结果又跳了起来。
至少在那秒钟，我可是高高在上的哦。
尽情的跳吧。。

Jump..! its all over already!
Jump..! because everyone is watching!
Jump..! simply because thats mayday concert theme!


p/s I've more or less decided on the courses to put for uni..
though i don reli have much choices la.. I will just try..
okays.. i can onli sit down, maybe have a cup of coffee den cross my fingers and pray hard now..

come to think of it.......
怎麼我对自己的未来那么无能为力？

I got nth to blog about recently!


















Pretty wall!

















Pretty mouse..!

hmm..
I have been losing things recently..
just a few days ago..
i lost my keys and couldnt get out of my house..
i was sure it was somewhere in the house but i just coulnt find it..
den ytd i couldnt find my hp..
and i was soooooooo sure it was at home cos i was just using it a few moments ago before it just decided it does not wan to let me find it..
i activated my whole family to help me look for it and i tried calling upteen times..!
but it was still out of my sight..
fine.. i decided i do not need it and anyway it will coem out eventually..!
until this morning..
i heard my sis scream she found my phone..
and where was it?
happily tucked in a corner of her bag!
and my keys was also happily hiding in my sis's another bag..!
wierd rite?

photos..!

Me and Rena at work!
Its getting more and more sian!

After work, went to meet up with esther and piak dragging my half-dead body there..!

Piak gave me mayday poster=)=)

and i asked for the concert discount tickets..

i still feel horribly cheated by the auntie..

and THEY decided they wanted to take photos while waiting for shutter bus..

and i dono why many photos were taken without me realising it..

Hapy new year!

Its the fourth day of chi new yr onli and i am back in the office oredi..
*Yawns* i am dreaming of a bed in front of me..!
Chi new yr was ok..

I get to play mahjong, blackjack, pairs blah blah blah..
i din reli manage my finance well but i din think i lost money..
i just like it when i get to play! haha..

and the best part of chi new yr is that we get ang paws!
We onli need to sit down and smile smile smile and the next thing we know, the hand is already reached out and there we have the small little red packet firmly on our hand alReady! *grin
i onli have 16 ang paws today but its enough!
i am a lot richer now..!

this chi new year seem to be sooooooo much longer den any other days..
so many things done and all..
but the MAin reason is simply because I slept later den usual but woke up earlier lo..
and i have super big panda eyes now..
BOO..!
I reli can picture the image of the bed in fornt of me now..!
*Its true!
zZzZzZzzZzzzzzZzZZzzZ

Its a FRIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIDAY!
which means which means I don need to work tml and due to the chi new yr holidays..
i don need to work for 4 consequtive days! yea..!
ok la..
i am plain lazy..

there are many incidents that reli make me laugh while i was working!
so working isnt that bad after all!

I: Rena is damn funny..

incident no 1:
on wed, she was trying v hard to psyco me to go baking class which i havedecided not to: '' Go la Go la.. if you don go, Richard(baker) will be so disappointed.. blah blah blahs..''
Five seconds later....................................................................................................................................
''oh i have decided to go shopping with marie today!''

incident no 2:
i was telling her i don wan to bring the rose supervisor gave us home..
den she ''huh.. how could u! ppl give u u don bring home!''
me'' v mafan la.. got all teh thorns''
funny girl'' cannot! i help u cut the thorns out lo''
so she happily took a pair of sissors and reli cut out teh thorns..
and soon it was time to knock off and i left the rose on the table..
funny girl'' hai.. at least give it some water la''
so she took the bottle on my table and put my rose in..
b4 i knew it.. there were actually 2 roses in the bottle!
funny girl ''i wan to go shopping leh.. bring along the roses v mafan!''
i dono whether to cry or laugh la..!

II: the callers are damn funny la!
they ask funny qns: '' hello.. may i know if i can bring in dictionary for hairstlying examinations?''
hmm..

III: my manager is damn funny..
i was thinking y they need dictionary for this kind of exam but i helper her asked anyway..
and wad did he reply me?
at first he paused for a while..
''nope.. i dont think so.. no examinations can bring in dictionary..''\
after that he went to my table'' why he need dictionary? check for affro hairstyle? (flipping a book in the air) oh.. its a african hairstyle!''

hahahahahah..
i think i going to die of laughing one day!

I am just thinking..
Many many things seem to be reversible but they are not...
How many things can be started all over again?
Hardly..
I no longer all the patience in the world to tolerate all the nonsense in the world..
and some things once lost, u know u can never get it back no matter wad u do..
very few things can be rewind just like a video tape and yet our brain do not have this delete button to move all unhappy memories into the recycle bin=( =( =(
we forgive but can we forget all the hurt done and the pain gone through?
thus thus....
the onli important thing is to be happy..

我喜欢，睁开眼睛，看见太阳比我还早起。


我喜欢，踏出家门，头发便随着缓风而飘逸。


我最喜欢，早晨醒来，走到一片草地，深呼吸，领悟顽固的生命力。


这就是活着的奥秘。



我喜欢，只做我喜欢做的事情。。。

happy happy happy

went to watch project superstar at indoor stadium ytd..
we were super near the stage and *gasp the past superstars and ming xing ou xiang were onli like 3 rows behind us!
But i forgot to bring my spects=( =( =(
so i can see onli their body but not their faces..
same goes to all those superstars performing on stage..
i can see their movements all v clearly but not their face..
luckily, there was a big big screen dere..

Jon is so shuai la! =)

its a bit late but its shouzhen bdae weeks ago!

bdae girl=)

pointing to maries RED eyes..

Wad is marie doing?